Monday, 27 March 2017


I had to dig a little too find this one.

It seems a row is brewing over the US government previously ... or is that currently, speaking to the Russians.

I thought this whole Russian thing was finished and certainly wasn't prime in the BBC News.

Some Americans speaking to the Russians a big thing? Again?

Maybe they were speaking, if they were indeed speaking, about the price of sweets?!

OK I'm being naive. Oh OK I'm taking the piss. Lol. After all this is the Russians we are talking about ...

They were talking about the price of Caviar? Lol.

Yeah i couldn't resist that one I'm afraid.

Do you know what the Elephant in the room now is over this Trump and Putin thing about the elections?


Have a think for a moment. How long had it been now this has been going on?

Now I'm going to point out something I have done from the moment these accusations started ... this accusation has basically been half of America admitting that their election process is seriously flawed.

Want to take another stab at the Elephant in the room?

Got it?

Well if you didn't here goes ... if the US Election system is so fecking flawed that it can be influenced by someone on the other side of the world that no one likes or trusts, including me by the way, then ...
Why are they concentrating so hard on proving to the American public what they know to be true instead of looking at ways to stop future US elections being influenced?!

I've been waiting to hear them talk about doing something to stop future repeats of what they keep insisting had taken place. But as yet nothing had been uttered by any of them ... anywhere.

Trump is in there now for four years, or five i forget, so try doing something that prevents him or them from doing it again.

At this rate ... nothing will happen, Trump will get in again and everyone will ask..

"How the fuck did that happen?!" and I'll be right here stating ...

"Well you claimed it was flawed, spent four years running down a bind alley trying to get Trump out instead of FIXING it. What the fuck did you think was going to happen you morons?!"
Hmm or maybe they will realise at some point that right beside them is a humongous grey mammal that whiffs just a bit?

Don't let that truck hit you in the arse on the way out!

Hmm ... how long has it been now? It's March 2017 and the election was well before Christmas. It was like the 11th of October? November? Four or five months now?

Oh yeah, sorry I forgot...

It's all about fake news. That was the reason ... no wait? What has Putin got to do with fake news?
What's been hilarious about my posts about this is i don't like Putin. There is nothing I'd like more than gin to be caught out....for something he is guilty of.

I feel sorry for the Russian people as I do believe he rigged his own elections. I think he is a self obsessed, old world bully and a control freak to boot.

But I also think he would have to be completely incompetent to risk being found out meddling in US affairs and elections when he is trying so hard lately to look like a peacekeeper with the actions he has taken in the middle-east.

He might well be the things I have accused him of but being a complete moron is not one of them.
As much as I'd like that to be the case and the truth is if he was then he would not still be the Russian leader.

I saw this on the BBC and thought you should see it: Jared Kushner to be questioned over alleged Trump-Russia ties -


Oh dear.

I like Nicola Sturgeon previously but from what I've just read she may have buggered up. Again.
For some strange reason she wants a referendum BEFORE we leave Europe and not AFTER. Though this seems to me to be unreasonable along with the fact I'm not quite sure what difference it makes anyway.

Still let's leave that to one side for a moment.

Apparently Nicola Sturgeon met with Theresa May and ... hmm well along with not knowing this was going to take place in not exactly sure as to why it took place.

This is something I would have heavily criticised on both fronts, or sides.

Because I cannot, in all seriousness, see fit the life of me who would get anything out of it.

Was Nicola Sturgeon going to change Theresa May's mind?

Not a snowman's chance in hell.

But what was Theresa May going to get out of it? If this had taken place in London I wouldn't have given Theresa May as much suspicion as I have but this took place in Scotland?! What the f...
So apparently Theresa May ... kind of had other things going on in Scotland? She did a few talks about the nation's working better together? Errr really?!

Is there anything in the way of intelligence within British governments any more?

Nicola Sturgeon only made herself look weak ... well she will to some then turns around and makes things worse by stating that she wanted Theresa May to do a deal where Scotland benefits when it leaves the EU? Not Britain, England, Wales or Northern Ireland but only Scotland? As well as demanding a second referendum but insisting it's prior to leaving the EU?!

Jesus Christ, Nicola Sturgeon. Talk about shooting yourself in both feet!

And as for Theresa May? A Tory Prime Minister thinks she can then scoot off after leaving Nicola Sturgeon completely empty handed and then sweet talk the Scottish public?!

Let me just check something?

Nope ... it's still late March according to my phone's calendar. Not broke into April just yet.


I ... I ... I simply don't believe what I read had the time and this is one of the best ever.

If you secretly wanted Scotland to leave the UK you could have simply given Nicola Sturgeon what she wanted.

As for when a referendum takes place ... I think you should simply concentrate on getting one. I mean to sit there and state that you want the best deal out of all of the UK's countries and then want a referendum so you can fuck off.

I'm sorry but it's the worst case I've ever heard or wanting your cake, eating it then having the gall to ask for a second cake.

Let's review something about referendums and your timing from recent history.

The UK's EU referendum has been talked about fur a number of years ... but did these Scottish nationalists want to wait until AFTER the EU referendum to have their own to see what happens first?


But here they are again demanding a second one, because despite losing they want another go in the hope of getting what they want. Along with that here they are again demanding to have one prior to the UK leaving Europe?

Remember ... it's not only other UK countries reading these reports.

By bending this way your possibly making European countries and leaders think twice about you.
What happens if you don't get into Europe, provided you do win an election, and get the desk you want?

You going to have a third referendum about leaving the EU?

Then have another one about the UK being forced to take you back?!

Or ... or maybe your play is to use the Prime Minister to get you a deal now before you leave and join the EU?

In other words use the UK Prime Minister to negotiate your deal for you? Because a UK Prime Minister carries more weight than you do?

I simply can't figure it out and that's all I can come up with.

And Theresa May sweet talking Scots? You would have been far better off getting Jeremy Corbyn to do it, even if it turned out he is disliked in Scotland he would be taken more notice of than any Tory.
I wonder what Nicola Sturgeon will do and say after the French elections if Marine Let Pen wins?
I mean would she have the foresight to realise that the EU was more or less finished and then finally shut up about a referendum?

Based on this evidence I do have to ask myself if she will go silent?

I saw this on the BBC and thought you should see it: Theresa May and Nicola Sturgeon meet ahead of Article 50 -

Saturday, 25 March 2017


I got chatting to someone I know who frequents the DPAC Facebook site and he told me something about Universal Credit crumbling and I asked him what he meant to which I was then given a link.

I told my local council, after it had gone digital online only, that you cannot do this while everything is changing and it wont work and will go wrong.

It turns out that for at least a year it has been going wrong.

Hmm maybe I should add that you should not then just assume that as this has been reported on in the media that it is the one and only thing that has been going wrong. I guarantee that it has been failing in other ways and that is just Universal Credit.

I have already exposed ESA to be getting things wrong and still continuing to do so along with JSA too presently. Now that I think about it I exposed Universal Credit to be doing things wrong too!

For instance UC was designed to replace JSA, unless your a complete idiot and think that they just added three more departments with PIP, ESA and UC for no reason?

So they are still running six departments with UC, JSA. ESA, IB, PIP and DLA and have been for a few years. Except UC has rules that do not line up with JSA and until they do you have to run both.

So it would seem that in certain circumstances UC has not been paying housing which has lead to arrears building up that local councils have had to pay.

Now do you ever remember at least one of the times that I have stated that the one thing you can use is that corrupt and evil organisations never, ever help each other out? Well I rely on that for catching them out and despite the lack of things posted on here for  the last couple years which may have disappointed many I am ... umm, still doing it!

It just takes ... longer in the later stages of doing the things that I do. It is just the way things are and quite unavoidable.

So local councils and the DWP have very obviously not conversed with each other about the changes that have been intended? Leading to yet another right royal fuck up.

Why would I not be surprised if I ever see a news report that stated that despite kicking everyone who is jobless along with the disabled in their nether regions that they have instead been haemorrhaging money instead of saving it with their welfare changes?

YOU voted these people in who then take large sums of money from YOUR taxes and this is what you get?! Kicking certain groups of people until it hurts, they bleed or die while they reward themselves?!

I had a previous post titled 'Uncivilised Society' for many reasons and here is one of them.


Sorry ...

I umm completely forgot to do this update!

Well I have been somewhat ... busy and ... literally the day after, might have been two days after ... cannot recall, I had to ... hmm let us say I had a meeting of sorts. This meeting was quite important to me and to my ... online escapades.

At this meeting I had, or thought I did, show some stuff and in the meeting I was basically asked to re-do this stuff to a provided template.

At the hospital I was seen pretty swiftly, I must say. My blood pressure measured 159 or 169 over 110 and they were concerned about the 110, diastolic, reading. The Doc, a pretty nice one, stated he was more concerned about the 110 reading and went wide eyed when I told him that I had a monitor in my backpack and my blood pressure was 197/121 prior to leaving my house. It was why I went to A&E really as I had been ignoring the weird chest pain and palpitations up until then. Well I say 'ignored' but the truth was I had intended to make a GP appointment for the last couple of weeks and kept forgetting. Public services keep asking or expecting me to do crap kind of screws up my memory for doing the stuff I need to.

I really expected a phone-call from the GP the next day but it never came and I have now been in there and handed in the results given to me by North Middlesex Hospital and on the letter it states they want me monitored for 48 hours.

So I had previously had a blood pressure monitor off the NHS I wore for 24 hours I think it was and now I am going to have some kind of cardiograph machine attached for 48 hours?

It is bloody typical that this is occurring right now, of all the bloody times!

I have two major things going on concurrently that I am either working hard on or waiting ... hard on that I need to have completed in a specific order for specific reasons. One I have no control over and one I have a little bit of control over.

Also the day I had this meeting I then had to drop of the hospitals results and letter to my GP afterwards and I had received a phone-call from Halfords to tell me that my forks and wheel off my mountain bike had come back from SRam Tech. So I then had to go there.

I picked them up but they were in several pieces in a box, so I put them together so I could walk the damn thing home.

Then I watched a movie, as I do often when I get home as I am often shattered, only to be disturbed ten minutes from the end because a friend wanted me to catch some shrimps, yes shrimps, from his aquarium so he could treat his sick fish with copper sulphate.

Then I got home and took a second attempt, first one failed, at putting my suspension forks back on my bike for an hour before realising something was missing before discovering it had somehow ended up on the floor under my printer?! Grrr ....

Then I had to feck around with the brake caliper as some reading this might recall that after the fisco I discovered that my brake disc had a very slight bend in it.

After re-arranging some washers I managed to get the wheel spinning with not even the slightest rubbing taking place!

Then I had to do this 16 page ... umm, let us say 'report'?

These chest pains and heart palpitations was something I did not get to explain to a certain family member I rowed with in two visits by them.

But then I know that one symptom I had, or at least the word for it of 'palpitations', I would have been interrupted and gotten a lecture on as they claimed to have had it going on 20 years ago. Except the word 'palpitations' does not mean what they stated in did when I was a kid and used to hear her and my father state it. Because of this I thought it was nothing much really so I was surprised when the A&E Doctor and nurses were so concerned about it.

Within 30 minutes or so I had been seen three times by three different people. I was out within an hour and that was after being left in a ward for 20 minutes.

Oh yeah and that day of the ... meeting,GP results drop in and suspension fork pick up? Yeah it rained a lot that day too!

So that one rare day where I have countless things going on and have to complete and it bloody well rains!

A time when things for me are gradually ... making their way to the ... launch pad and I start having these damn chest pains and palpitations?! Bloody well typical.

I did state twice to the family member that never listens that with my luck I will drop dead before I reach ... hmm let us say the take off point?

Yeah there are some that know what it is I have going on, but with some things not all the details in full just yet. But they kind of know the two things I have going on right now. Though I have fallen out with one so they are going to have to find out third hand ... and several days to several weeks late I am afraid. So yeah they might find it bloody strange that I am having these issues right now when I have these two things going on.

Both Sod's Law and Murphy's Law both acting in tandem currently to screw me over.

Oh and I have to now get fit, did go out on my more expensive and reliable bike for 11 miles yesterday ... with no chest issues luckily which is why it came as a surprise when I had an issue today While out. Which is the first time this has occurred while out of the house.

But I have this stuff going on while a certain public service is placing pressure on me to do a load of crap that gets neither me or them anywhere and is now in actual fact both pointless and ... academic! I am speaking, of course, about the DWP!

But as like so many other times previous it is just another one of my intricate webs that many know as traps and just as ever I have many things I have to focus on as a kind of background check or behind the scenes look.

You might say a 'covering my own arse' endeavour is going on?

I just hope I do not make it onto Calum's List ... not right now at any rate and if one thing I am waiting on is far worse, or less, than I had calculated then I might welcome making it onto Calum's damned list?!

I think I will go do a Google search on heart palpitations and chest pain now that I have finished typing this?

Fingers crossed!

EDIT: Oh yeah, in case you missed it I stopped my blood pressure pills because I was told to because I was having blackouts and falling unconscious ... just for the record, lol.

Monday, 20 March 2017


I am in bloody A&E once again.

I have not mentioned it previously but I've been having some ... issues. This has been going on for about a month. Maybe more? Cannot recall.

Anyway the first time it took place i had eaten a lot and put the symptoms I was having down to that.
I had heart palpitations along with discomfort that wandered over the threshold into sight pain. I had also felt breathless.

As I said this first occurred some weeks ago and I thought it had something to do with over eating.
However, several days to a week later I felt this discomfort once again. This time there was no over indulging involved.

Since then it has occurred several times and seems now to be becoming more frequent.

It has also lasted for a few hours each tube it had occurred.

Today I was planning to admit myself to A&E just to have a few tests done.

This is because despite it not being intense pain it is the region of the heart. I also had a heart trace 6 months or so ago that flashed up a few warning signals, heart wall thickening was one.

But someone called me and was on the phone for a couple hours so I decided to go to hospital tomorrow instead.

Except another friend called me I had told earlier in the day I would go to hospital. He then complained that i had not gone and asked me to do a blood pressure test.

I watched as the diastolic number went above 200 and thought. "Uh-oh!" It eventually ended with a reading of 197! Highest I think I've ever tested at.

Now it should be stated that my father as well as my grandmother died of heart related problems. I still don't know how my Uncle died but both he and my father were in their mid fifties when they passed away.

So the symptoms and source are things that give pause to thought at the best of times. With my medical history along with my father and grandmother ... I need to be careful.

So when my friend was told on the phone that my blood pressure came up with 197 he ... just got called in for the second time.

Yes my friend nagged me to ring 999 but i decided to ring 111 instead.

"It's not on ... Man!" he insisted.

So I rang 111 and of course I get told to go to an A&E within the hour.

I got here about 4.30pm, maybe later? It's not even 5.30pm right now and I've already been called in twice.

That's twice since I started this.

My friend was annoyed, shocked and disappointed that considering my symptoms they did not send an ambulance. An ambulance never occurred to me until he complained about it. Him complaining did get me thinking and wondered what if all the exertion was to cause something drastic to occur?
So then I thought about starting this blog post while I was on the bus. But as I had feared and why I had decided not to travel to hospital in the afternoon ... it was filled with schoolchildren. In my neighbourhood there seems to be tens of thousands and they seemed like they were everywhere. Floors, seats, walls and even ceilings there are so many and of course they are loud. Louder than hell itself.

Soo I decided to wait until I was in the hospital waiting room. Of course you get called as opposed to a monitor screen with your name popping up. So listening to music was not really an option.

In fact I tried to listen to music thinking I had at least 30 minutes before the initial check over by a nurse. This was the time it took the last time I was here.

But no.

I was called within a few minutes. Had blood pressure measured, it was high but didn't give a number. Took my pulse and asked me to take a seat in the waiting room.

I thought that surely this time it would be a long wait but by the time the song was playing someone appeared from a door in front of me and I thought I heard my name, barely above the music. Yup, they were calling me for what was bite the second time in what could barely be fifteen minutes.
Someone's concerned?

I have no idea whether or not the blood pressure and these palpatations and pain are linked.
Strangely my friends has been on at me for a fair old while about seeing someone about my high blood pressure.

I told him on the phone that recently halting my blood pressure pills, Ramipril, probably didn't help. He complained that I had stopped taking them with a drawn out "But whhhhyyyy?!" before then informing him, or rather reminding him, that it was demanded of me by the Neurology Department of Chase Farm Hospital.

If you have been coming on here for more than a few months then you might recall I had been referred for an MRI on my head and an EEG at different hospitals?

That was because I had been passing out more and more frequently.

Despite three strikes of pain while having the EEG performed they said they found nothing, but did not deny the EEG picking up pain when i mentioned it.

They put out down to the blood pressure pills and requested I stop taking them.

Hmm ... that was around the time my grandfather passed away, around 10th February 2017. Come to think of it this would be around the time or a couple weeks at most before these heart symptoms started.

I had a feeling that ceasing the use of blood pressure pills and the aversion to giving me better blood pressure pills would eventually cause a problem. Not quite this fast and this dramatic, I have to admit.
Soo ... just waiting for a Doctor to call me and I've asked three people about the Doctor Bolat I saw around 6 months ago. No one had heard of him.

Oh well the point is if I drop dead on the same date this post was posted ... well you know that the NHS was the to blame.


Saturday, 18 March 2017


My word.

Sometimes things fall into your lap and on rare occasions you get two.

A screw up by the DWP over PIPs and the appeals and now this?

I have claimed for years that the news media has been controlled and steered away from certain stories.

In fact of late much of the news media have focused so much and lost themselves in their own narratives they have ended up looking like fools. In fact after screwing up in a big way they have then proceeded to make things ten times worse.

But I've also stated that they have got away with this for so long that they are not even bothered about slipping up and looking obvious.

But who is pulling the proverbial strings?

To many the first thought would be government while some would say owners of the biggest corporations. Both are likely true.

So you could forgive me for every so slightly raising an eyebrow when my old nemesis George Osborne is named as the editor for the London Evening Standard?

Remember I stated about not being bothered about looking obvious?

So then ... Mr Osborne editor of a free rag? Did not sound like much? Maybe he is worried I might send my updated evidence to them? Lol.

I'd need a Blu-ray writer first as I'd probably need 30 DVDs now? It was 16 I think when I started blogging? I remember making sets of four DVDs and sending off well over a dozen sets. I stated clearly that what I had sent was by no means all.

I remember having these visions of sitting in a cafeteria awaiting the arrival of a journalist with a thumb drive. That vision never became a reality. Though to be fair I had long had suspicions about the news media back then too.

What I found quite funny on this report is reading that George Osborne has another job. A part time job, no less! That was the funny part .. a part time job.

So ... the editor of the London Evening Standard a part time job too? Can't be a full time job as how would you find the time to do the part time job?

I rather wish that both positions were part time and that this was all he could find in his Jobsearch due to the current situation. Would that not be chuckles worthy?

Now that would be even funnier had it been Iain Duncan-Smith only finding a part time job. I could have really gone to turn over that one!

Yes I could have waxed lyrical about the sharp contrasts from dream land and reality. Shame.

So then ... we have that politician who was not only seen as the most dishonest but also the most disliked among the public now editor of a free London rag?

Jesus, if the Evening Standard had not had it bad enough for so long that it had to give it's prints out for free, now this?

It beggars belief.

In an attempt to get more people reading their newspaper they give it away for free and now George Osborne is editor?

Think about it for a moment. You have tens of gigabytes of evidence of corruption in the public services and government?

What chance do you get by sending out to someone who was previously in said government?

Now with the London Evening Standard it's new editor is someone so high profile that we get to hear about it. But how many ex politicians or similar are editors of either local or national tabloids?

That tabloid now gets completely removed from a possible recipients list to never being a recipient list. There must be others that will now do the same and I wonder as to how many that would be?

So do we have another budding fake news rag on our hands? Lol.

I saw this on the BBC and thought you should see it: Osborne Evening Standard job prompts call for inquiry -


Well what do we have hear?

Rather bizarrely I had been asking myself whether I should do an update to my situation but didn't want to delve into it.

For almost a year I've been battling the DWP and to be perfectly honest ... I'm doing somewhat better than someone else?

I have been battling the DWP on two fronts ... umm ... well ... it's actually ... three. Lol.

Yeah I've not really mentioned this third one on my blogs and it's kind of very tied in to something I have going on that is on this blog.

It's ... complicated.

This will ask make sense in a couple of months time and in fact for both things I can tell you they both bizarrely and by design both have periods of eight weeks.

Only one starts in a few days and I simply cannot find out when the other one ... started, or if it's started at all.

If for some massive mistake by yet another public service this other one had not stated and will in a matter of days then they will both run concurrently.

As I said, these are linked. If they end up running concurrently this could present me with a problem. Because I need these to finish in a certain order. Wrong order could be problematic.

So I'm not going to go into that, not even the DWP side of things. Not that particular issue at any rate.
But as for the previous two that's been going on since 2016 I can. Well partly. Well I say that as I'm not really sure on one of them. The one not being handled by me.

I have not been told the case is dropped though it had kind of become a moot point. Not entirely a moot point but looks very much like it will be.

The other issue I was refused help on and this was Personal Independent Payments.

Except I seem to have not only handled this in such a way that it would end when it suited me but may not be ending at all?!

Yeah ... it's strange and despite my doing things in a particular way that suited me it seems to have stopped altogether?

I'll get a letter now I've posted this contradicting what I've put? You watch?

Anyway it's gone just how I need it to at any rate and maybe a bit longer than I need it to?

Then, tonight I spotted that story below in the Independent tabloid ... hmm actually isn't the Independent online only now?

According to the Independent's news piece most of the Personal Independent Payment appeals have been won? I must say I'm surprised at this. The courts have held up people's appeals? Great news but then ... I have been sticking out to one area of the HMCTS and then some. Plus ... well they probably have realised something about me reading between the lines on what I've posted.

HMCTS? Sorry, you don't know the half of it, very much quite literally.

One point made by the news report I'm bloody relieved to finally fucking read is that they notice now the system is wrong and broken. Nahh ... I might be relieved to read that bit it's frustrating too as this is by design. It's very much deliberate and they have been inching towards this year on year since Tony Blair was Prime Minister.

What it actually is and should be very obvious and therefore reported on is a complete waste and rip-off of the taxpayers money.

Funny that no one, including their Mickey mouse judges, complain about them taxpayers money, but then everyone at HMCTS gets paid from that very pot like so many others.

Soooo doing well at cut backs and saving money then? Yeah, very much looks like it, not!