THE GOOD REWARDS

There aren't any. Or so it seems to me.

Well truth be told there probably are .. out there .. somewhere? I cannot tell you what they are. As I typed that I realised that there will be instances of rewards for actions performed that were somewhat .. insincere.

My word I have a major, major headache right now.

When I started I intended to help others. But the income side of things came up when Google emailed me about this. So I set up a set of other blogs. I already had a neglected YouTube account and started to add to that, to link videos into my other blogs.

Along the way I tried to think up other ways I could capitalise on the growing number of visitors to allow different sources of income. Like a direct advertising agreement over a given period of time? I even thought about producing things and advertising those for sale. There were all manner of things I toyed with in my mind.

God this headache .. I keep stopping and coming back to this. I have something else and a video I want to put on another blog subject but I am put off.

I am also supposed to be retrieving some things from a storage unit, which I have paid a fortune for, had five times longer than I had originally planned and going to lose a shed load of belongings.

These health things really are destroying my life right now .. not that there is much left to destroy and often wake up in a right state hoping my heart will finally give out and stop all the suffering.

Yeah things did not really go according to plan which was annoying because I lost count of the number of times it looked for sure that it would work out.

There was also a number of times when terrible things happened that I simply could never have imagined and therefore foresee.

Stuck in this tiny room a day after a storm and some rotten weather outside, though we do need the rain, this is true. I thought I would do a few posts but this headache is .. distracting and it takes a lot to distract me.

My God life is so damn awful right now and I cannot foresee a time when it will improve either, though I wished I could at least see things improve for my daughter.

So I started out with a load of plans that kept being scuppered by idiots, amoral people, public services, governments and now far left leaning companies.

Still at least I may rest with the thought that I might have helped others?

Well I have helped as well as saved the lives of other people as well as animals but I thought that I could maybe reach more people online. I never realised my early plans to be involved with something that helped humanity, excluding the ones that are not included in humanity. So I thought that going the way of a series of blogs might do something not quite so grandiose but possibly might help in time?

Unfortunately it has gone on a lot longer then I thought and of late I do not feel I will last as long as I originally thought.

The weird thing is I have realised over the years the people that get the greatest rewards and are thought of the highest seem to be the most selfish or evil of people. There are odd times when someone gets a medal because their actions made it to a newspaper, which they could not avoid because there were too many witnesses of said event. At least good deeds go actually get recognition and sometimes even a medal.

Funny is it not that a professional I saw regularly years ago who as actually an Iraqi actually thought I was going to get a medal.

I roared with laughter at the time and said medals only go to celebrities like actors, musicians and especially of they get involved in charities. He thought about it for a moment and realised I was right. The odd self-sacrificing act that had spectators get something. That conversation was five years ago .. he was the only person I told the truth to because of confidentiality. I was passing data to organisations who have since watched me, probably behind the skewed numbers as well as frozen numbers and have even contacted me. He knew this and knew why and because of this thought I would get this damned medal. Funny as receiving a medal was not something that ever crossed my mind once.

My acts must have meant something because a religious man stated I was a warrior of God and I suppose when you believe God is behind everything he must have thought God was behind me and my selfless acts? Yeah .. I am never going to agree with that.

After a few years people were telling me to walk away from it, though they were not forthcoming with what I was supposed to walk towards. I mean when your suggesting to someone to stop doing the only thing they do surely it would be wise to offer them some ideas to an alternative?

I had already created alternatives but ths was going to take time to build up ,, while it was getting harder all the time to produce things for everything else I had going on with my various blogs.

While coming back to this I saw someone comment on a video on YouTube to do with depression and someone had a go at the drug companies and I thought 'Is there an industry remaining that does not have a problem?

• PRIVATE SECTOR
  • Pharmaceuticals
    • Charge health services a lot of money
    • For shit drugs
    • Try to cash in on drugs that save people's lives, like Herceptin for cancer
  • Hospitals
    • Lie about test results
    • Deliberately perform tests wrong to provide false negatives, did so with X-Ray on my back .. I had already had one!
    • Alter letters .. or do not omit things that were said by specialists on the letters, tests, drugs promised and diagnosis. Lachman's, Pregabalin and Knee problem all at the same time, same appointment (one appointment in other words) at Guy's Hospital alone
  • Hollywood (non-UK)
    • Forced diversity
    • A lot of money to produce but somehow terrible films made on occasion
    • Heinous things claimed be be going on every other week
  • TV .. BBC but probably a lot more
    • Forced diversity
    • Trying to force evolution
    • Many getting fed up and disillusioned
    • Those doing it fail to realise the facts, that you cannot force evolution
  • News Media .. BBC but MOST OF THEM
    • Politically biased
    • Lie
    • Lie by omission
    • Twist things
    • Called Fake News
    • Now want to call everyone else Fake News
    • Against Freedom Of Speech
  • Electronic Good Sales
    • Mostly refurbs sold as new items of everything from cameras to keyboards
    • Probably have the cheek to turn people down for HP on this crap?
    • Seen this with washing machines
    • Argos, PC World, Littlewoods, Very and others feature on my blogs
  • Cameras
    • Ridiculously high prices compared to thirty years ago
  • Computing
    • Artificially high prices and advances held back
    • Umm Apple Macbook Pro i9 anyone?
    • Your iPhone getting slow?
    • Laptops made like shit but cost the earth
    • Fixed pricing accusations, like RAM as an example
    • Way over the top GPU pricing
  • Gaming
    • Everyone wants to be paid monthly or create pay to win .. gambling aimed at children with lies and lame excuses provided, labels wanting a lot of money for nothing
  • CARS
    • UK government making it a misery to own and tun a car
    • Though many depend on it
  • Housing Market
    • Nothing short of a ridiculous joke and getting worse all the time

• PUBLIC SERVICES
  • Police
    • Cover Ups of all kinds
    • Refuse to do anything about crimes despite evidence
    • Lie about the existence of evidence, saw this at least three times over burglaries
  • NHS
    • Deaths of over hundred thousand
    • Ignore certain conditions
    • Refuse diagnosis by refusing or delaying referrals
    • Alter medical records
    • Alter test results
    • Help the DWP and Local Councils save money by doing this
  • DWP
    • Lie
    • Contract other organisations out to lie
  • Local Councils
    • Social Services not protecting children
    • Like to give out the impression they are protecting the vulnerable and children
    • Refuse help to those deserving of it even when the SS caused the situation intially
    • Quick to offer hep to those that are not deserving of it, just getting out of prison for heinous crimes
    • Lying about parents in reports
    • Altering reports to look favourable to themselves
    • Tricking mothers so that they lose their children .. nice ..
    • Will then probably order the mothers to go out to work?!
  • Ombudsman
    • Do extremely little
    • Remember paid for by the taxpayer
  • POLITICIANS
    • Where do I even start?!
    • Conservatives a bunch of lily-livered, cold hearted bastards with delusions of grandeur
      • Not right wing where it should count
    • Labour not much better
      • Leader, Jeremy Corbyn would pander to a demographic that will make everything worse for British people
      • Despite the worst crimes being uncovered including mass murder he says nothing
      • Only interested in power as far as I and others can tell
      • Has legions of demented followers that think he will stop injustices towards all and are misguided and ill-informed
    • No idea what democracy is
    • Lie in run-ups to elections ..
    • Because they never carry out that which they state or at least most of it
    • Make changes claiming to be more fair and efficient which turns out to be a big fucking lie
    • Always shocked and surprised when members of their own public are bit as stupid as they thin that they are
    • Not many vote and they still get in power anyway
    • Many rules and fine introduced do not apply to everyone and target their own people only which has not gone unnoticed
  • Only services I could not say anything bad about is the ambulance service and fire service though in all honesty I am not sure I would want to be rescued .. other than wanting to still be around for my daughter I do not want to be here ..
  • Thanks to all of the above .. fed up living in a completely evil country
• Secret Services
  • Not sure who or what they protect any more

• OTHERS
  • Antifa
  • Hard Left
  • Donald Trump
  • Vladimir Putin
  • Social Media
    • Facebook
    • Twitter
  • Google
  • Apple
  • Amazon

• What utterly astounds me beyond the actions of those above?
• Those idiots that actually defend their indefensible actions
• Especially without inside knowledge, evidence or even research
• Mostly displaying a lack or morals themselves .. sorry but that is how others will see it

• Now if I was an evil genius?
• Get similar people behind me and create an organisation that would get so big, so powerful and with so much money that no one would want to accuse us
• Be in an industry where I get so much admiration that no one would want to believe it

• My advice?
• Figure out what your morals are, stop fanboying like a bitch, do your research ad make your choices and above all else keep your mouth shut until you know for certain or have evidence .. if you are unable to work it out for yourselves

Huh .. another list. With some notes at the end.

If I discover personally that the above have done something wrong I will tell all and I will talk about it.

If it is exposed or reported by others that someone has done something wrong then I will report it and I will talk about it and give my opinions.

Still as I am attracting this new group of people I thought it would be a good idea to show them a list of the groups I have gone after on this blog.

The list is a hell of a lot longer and I could not sit down and remember them all in all honesty. I just thought of the most obvious ones in the private sector and the public sector. Ooh I forgot hospitals!

There .. fixed!

Rip-ff Britain and maybe the world?

There have been times when people have looked around or stuck around long enough to know about everyone I have gone up against. When they do they are utterly shocked.

They then normally realise that I have done this all on my own and with my different .. handicaps .. like short term memory loss, pain, anxiety, depression inability to get around along with my overheating body problem.

Age UK seemed to be fairly alarmed despite the fact that they do not even know half of what has gone on.

But the rewards are few. Not that these never occurring have ever deterred me. Income cut off just as it was due to start paying but this has not deterred me. Contact from someone who may or may not have intended to give the hint that the worked or were linked to the secret services but this has not deterred me. All money coming in and deals and agreements pulled at both the eleventh hour and the thirteenth hour but this has not deterred me. I wrote two books on this subject .. had some positive feedback and was told to go to bigger literary agents who all lost interest. I had literary agents and ghost writers follow me online but an approach was never made after months of waiting. Promises were made and names dropped as far as the media was concerned but all of the promises failed to materialise and only two lesser parts of the story were published in magazines. Two different titles, Love It Magazine and Take A Break Monthly. Yeah well they started out seeming to give a shit, promised fund raising that would be big and then with no contact at all and vanished into thin air.

In all honesty the very first thing I thought I would get is an offer to stop doing what I am doing and delete the blog. I thought this would be their first line of defence but that never occurred either.

Instead they thought they would come after me from every other angle and in the process left me with nothing to lose.

I cannot explain just how stupid that is. You do not go up against someone and put the into a corner and leave them with nothing to lose.

EDIT:

Others I thought of through some tweets on Twatter I was just reading ..

• HMCTS
• Charities & Advice Agencies
• Other so-called courts of justice
• Solicitors
• European Union
• United Nations
• European Court of Human Rights
• Human Rights

NO SECOND BITE

Well it's taken longer than I first thought but it looks like one set of wheels on an Apple cart are becoming loose.

In the BBC report below many people with Apple iPhones of the 5th and 6th generations don't want to upgrade to the latest 7th generation.

It's not just Apple owners either.

These phones are bloody expensive for what they are and they are not even designed to last beyond about two years.

No? You disagree?

Ready to change your battery is it?

It's really expensive to buy these things and people are feeling the squeeze everywhere now. I know it's taken a bloody long time for people to wake up but they are waking up.

For the cost of the top of the range phones I can get a pretty decent laptop. The funny thing is that's about to change. For the better!

A laptop is far more useful to me right now than a smartphone. In fact I hate fucking phones but that's because of Android, WordPress and the mobile phone networks.

My provider Three have just hiked to the price of their unlimited package by a whole £10 per month. This is after hiking it twice by £5 per month. Yerrr if you haven't worked it out its been raised by more than DOUBLE!

Also since this new change my phone's run out of £10 credits twice in less than a week. Before the change £10 lasted six weeks.

Confused? You should be.

I did state I get unlimited internet sooo .. how am I running out of credit with a package?

For two fucking years I've had to run not one but TWO mobile phones.

Because they are all unreasonable and greedy.

At the exact same time they show that big companies simply refuse to tighten their belts like the rest of humanity. Seven years into this financial crisis and they still haven't figured out it and because they haven't bothered to we have to pay for it.

Makes a mockery of governments and public officers dictating and lecturing to individuals about then tightening their belts, does it not?!

Ooh .. you don't know what I mean?

Trust me that over the next month or two that one is also coming!

I've been tricked, double crossed, lied to and then lectured about what I can and can't do with my own money. I've even been moaned at fit going away .. from a public service that had already suspended their support. Yes .. I get nothing and they are still dictating as well as being extremely rude and our of place.

Yeah .. that's something I've worked on since February and a continuation of something I've worked on since last October 2016.

Yeah .. then there's the stuff I've secretly worked on for two years now.

Yeah .. then there's the stuff I'm going to be working on.

Plus the unboxings from the shopping lists I've got but have had to pause.

Bit big businesses refuse to budge and bills their hands out for our tax money or be trading favours when it gives to the law and advertising standards. Yup .. the ASA will likely have awkward questions out to them.

If I buy something that's advertised as new then I fucking want it to be new. That has not been happening .. a lot .. and due a long time see where is the tax funded Advertising Standards Authority all that time?

I me them aware of this scam several years back and since then I've drawn attention to others that have done the same thing.

So what have the public funded ASA been doing? Sitting on their arses stuffing their faces with doughnuts? Taking back-handers? They most certainly have been looking the other way and for many years too.

Built in batteries you can't replace so you have to buy a new phone?

Funny how the environment morons are never around spouting their crap about this?

I say morons because they get things wrong, just like these hack climate scientists. Funny how everyone that's an idiot or spouting false but sensationalist claims all get week paid jobs while I don't get an interview?! Lol.

I reckon that mobile phones manufacturers emit more heat and chemicals than anyone else. I say that because everyone in the world more or less has a new one every year or three!

But it's slowing down and the Dixons Group board members are worried.

Not about construction change. No we get charged for that .. like the fucking £550 tax I have to pay every year for my car?! That's more than what I was paying for fully comprehensive and protected no claims insurance on an Alfa Romeo 3.0 V6!!

Mugged in broad daylight.

But I'm a poor individual, of which we have no rights and they can move the goalposts around as they see fit.

If I received money based on false information is below locked up for years.

Be interesting to see what happens as this showdown of mobile phone sales unfolds?

Jerk-offs!

I saw this on the BBC and thought you should see it: Why does no-one want a new phone these days? - http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/technology-41036781

THE WAR ON ENERGY

This is ... funny.

No this is ... hilarious.

Nope. This is ... bizarre and extremely of timing.

Theresa May has been reported as stating she is fed up with rip-off pricing and stated she was going to try and put a cap on energy prices?

That is simply odd.

You see I only very recently had to contact my energy company Eon.

There were two reasons I contacted them and the first is that somehow, with me thinking I only owed them from anywhere under £100 to £200 but I seem to still owe £500 plus.

Despite me living alone who barely cooks once in a single week, if at all, I seem to use a lot of energy and I don't see how.

Secondly they refused to take an online payment and though I pay them £100 each month I have missed the odd month and did last month.

So probably throwing a hissy fit and there logic is to refuse to take money?!

Well allrighty then!

I bought three pairs of shoes, have had heart palpitations, chest pain, been in A&E, worn a heart rate monitor for two days and in the middle of an eight week process to start my own business.

This does not include the fact that there had been a family bereavement, a funeral that took like 9 weeks to reach and solicitors, probate and theft to deal with. This is still ongoing.

My, my let out a few clues there?

Now after speaking to a few friends they made me realise I've not had a bill from them in a couple of years. I also remembered that I did not get that winter payment of them they promised me. A deduction of £140 odd.

So then I'm not sure what's been happening.

I do know something, I was about to email them again pointing out the lack of bills sent to me as well as the missing deduction in what I owe and will now rip into them.

I know something else and that is that there is something that they do not know.

They do not know what I've been up to, that they have featured from time to time. Nor do they know what is about to happen and what I'll spend the following twelve months doing!

So ... it's gotten so bad that even a Tory Prime Minister is fed up with it?!

That's crazy.

That's also provided some very well timed ammunition for me.

I'm about to rip into them for the second time about how my bills simply not come down. I've used a lot less energy than I normally do in the past 6 months, my showers been out of action for awhile and my fridge freezer is on the blink.

They simply have some explaining​ to do when they have nothing to explain. Or to put it better, there have no explanations available to them. Not that won't make them look like complete liars or simply bloody incompetent and with faulty equipment.

I'm also going to mention something else not related to energy bills..

I'm ... getting back into some old habits and old routines I'd drifted away from or ceased over the past year or two.

Not wanting to tempt fate I will be explaining these when I'm well into my ... groove.

I'm also going to explain a couple of other things with one being much more detail about this business start up plan I've alluded to a few times.

I'm also going to post something that's going to make other things I've alluded to look or at least sound like they are confirmed. Well they are really, in effect.

I'm sure it is not long now before I get other details into this inevitable event confirmed?

We were told that we would be kept ... updated.

However ... as of this weekend it would be around a month since we were told that. In just a couple of weeks it's all over.

Now there are a couple I know that insist they we won't be informed of anything until the deadline given for two weeks time. But to this, everyone's a bloody expert, I stated that we were not told that we would be informed when it's over but that we would be kept updated.

Solicitors are not known to not carry out the actions they have promised clients in writing. It's just not done.

But in as little as two weeks time they would have failed in updating us as was stated by themselves.

In fact and as I will reveal shortly this lack of information that we have every right to can and is causing me problems. This is due to this process of starting a business.

Prior to starting out as a business owner I need to ... acquire certain things prior to ... starting, or begin trading, as they put it.

It also helps if I know when I can acquire these ... things as I can then set a date. So to speak.

There will be, or on fast already are, two forms calling my name I need to fill in and hand in.

I'll explain more and post these two ... umm, posts this following weekend. That's the 13th May.

Also I had one of my two negative siblings on the phone today. They were negative again and overestimating again. Estimating even lower than my other sibling.

I went through my theory and understanding in much detail.

Suddenly there was an "ooooh!" before they then said "Oh, you explained this before but I just didn't realise!" before I said "Ah, it's clicked now has it?" They said that it now had, that they now understood and suddenly what was about to happen will be interesting and they were looking forward to it.

I did say at one point "have you not got it yet? How many times have I got things like this wrong? Not very often."

That was kind of a relief. Though it makes no difference to either me not the outcome whether I'm believed or not. Well that is other than the fact that they are normally negative each time but now I don't have to do over the details of my theory each time we talk. Well, not with that sibling at any rate.

We find out in just a couple of weeks.

As for the energy cap? Well maybe it is one of those things in the forefront of everyone's minds and Theresa May knows this and so thinks that by promising it she will win the election for sure but with no intentions of actually doing anything?

I saw this on the BBC and thought you should see it: Does Theresa May's energy cap fit? - http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/business-39858948