Thursday, 29 May 2014


Heart torn asunder and still youg at heart, solace existed in long walks often staring above at the beauty of the stars and planets that grace the curtain of night.

Times long since past did this become an often practised pastime for the stresses put upon by those meant to srve or protect. Stray afar and into the wilds listening to the calls of hunting Owls on the hope of a night feast or their own loving partners. How sad the calls of the night Owl would appear as if mirroring my own feelings as I wandered.

Thoughts of many would be pondered and analyzed and the many areas would bring one back arund to the ultimate and seemingly unsolvable question, why?

A nature not one to lay down and die thoughts of many paths would be trodden in the dark recesses of ones mind. Each in turn would be severed into segments of many with each seen an obstacle. A thought of how to navigate through to where I needed to be passed through the mind many thousands of times over. If one cannot lay down and die there only remains obe single option available to anyone.

No one could know for none would understand that job at hand and the aching of ones heart and mind and the duress to the depths of darkness one could see. Like a lonlely warrior the path available was long, hard, full of dangers and pitfalls that each would advise against as mere impossible thoughts.

Ones own mind often seeks out those of simlarity to ones own but as walking in the shroud that is the curtain of night one knows the the visions of many are narrowed yet the time among the night did not reveal the whys and wherefors.

So obvious it appeared like the pinprick holes that pepper the night these narrowing walls could not be heaped upon with what one knows only too well. Looking beyond the nearest stars to our own and beyond can clear the mind like nothing else while plain to see, it was, that this endeavour best travelled alone. Even times when the water tested the reaction of those proved that there mere comprehension would be difficult to achieve, while frowning at the seven sisters I know so well. A path of much winding was still an horizon away and continue on one must while thinking of many more tricks to concoct.

One wonders way beyond midnight of how the human race can turn so narrow minded and so quick to disblieve much even that which rings true? Lost numbers of many nights pondering and analyzing this to no avail other than sounding like a mad possessed theorist to state that it is all governened this way. More likely it be that a convenience was spied by those willing to control and manipulate with no compassion and complete disregard to all but oneself.

One has wondered to an extremely high number many would not be familiar what it is that convinces themselves that this way is the best way for mankind? When piling pressure upon th many how does one know that they are being inhuman and strangling those that could be pioneers in their own right?

How much ingenuity has been stifled I have asked countless times that likely come close to the gliterring jewels of light in the night sky? How does one teach and indeed reach beyond those ill fated mortals that litter ones landscape of bodies either thown themselves or lifted by the lapels by another and thrown onto a waiting Katana?

Miles would pass by and stars would slowly turn in circles in the night sky while pondering the puzzles such as these in ones mind. Little doubt, there was, that a long time would it be amd along the way more answers and ways would come to the lonely warrior who has travelled from afar.

Only in the painting of clear and pictureque landscapes could the warrior show the people and in the processes that follow would raise an army of which possessed a combined and very loud voice.

The long trodden path now much closer to its end than its beginnings and rise in n number is ones army of those of awareness to put to en end once and for all those that would treat the world and its inhabitants as ones playthings and nothing more.

For he that exists at the peak of society possess the identicula nuts and bolts as he from the depths of society. That which separetes one man or woman from another is not colour, nor creed and nor is it intelligence and blood.

That which separates us from those that are the animals is morals, nothing less and indeed nothing more.

Wednesday, 28 May 2014


I really do not like Senator Kelly.
I always thought he sounded a bit false, insincere in his speeches but I never had him down as plain stupid and unrealistic.
One man left town and told the world that his country who are always telling the world they are there for them, sticking their noses in to see what they can get for themselves for it while actually snooping on everyone because they want to own the world, and they want to try him in court.
The idiocy of it is actually complaining and name calling because he won't come back and be set up as both a scapegoat as well as an example and spend his life in prison?!
Are you fecking stupid Senator Kelly? I do not know what planet he comes from but if he thinks that people will but such utter trash then all I can say is that the American public must be very naive, easily led and a little over patriotic?!
In fact they have made much larger noises about Edward Snowden than they have apologies for getting caught with their pants down!
If a British agent had done the same thing I would applaud him and be against my own Security Services! Would not be the first time either ... anyway!
Security Services are there for national security, now fur corporate espionage! As far as I am concerned there actions are that of a country at war with the rest of the world! Well that is for the lapdog that is my own country of Britain who escaped any difficulties by doing what they are told. So I have been wondering if that whole 'Then you for coming, friend!', which bought a tear to my eye was just bull to not make him look like a puppet on a string. Because that is not how I see my own country.
Very sad but very true and we have just been raped and pillaged in a manner of speaking, for want if a better term, from all sides.
I think that as more truth has been coming out the lapdog jokes about us to the US have started to gather some substance to them meaning we are squeezed by Europe on one side, squeezed and ordered about by the US on the other why every trashy sponger idiot and radical Mussie wants to invade our borders by land, sea, sky and belly of shark if needs be.
I had expected a backlash for many years, foresee the recession five years before it hit and knew the backlash would come after to much strain and pressure from a bad recession. For me this writing was on the wall for a very, very long time. Yes there were other factors that played a hand in the collapse but it was these things that were squeezing the public as a whole.

What was adding increased pressure was the absolute tiring wall of bricks that wanted to come down on anyone that they could attach a label to, even though they failed to understand the meaning if the word racist. This of course was the media!

However I never expected to witness them being told this to their faces on TV and live by a black guy?! Hats off to that man for starting to them that they do not have a clue what the word means! To the presenter who said 'oh so it's our fault, is it?'

Will in part, yes. You were paying attention to the fact that the man the media tried very hard to label as a racist wrote the floor with everyone at the ballot box and break records in the process?

This means one of two things, you were all wrong or everyone in Britain that voted are suddenly racist too?! Huh, like to see you pull that one, after all its the public that feeds you and it had just let you know that the food has been a bit sour these last few years.


But then you do not have to tell me this as like everything else I long since knew.

In fact I gave you all the opportunity to prove me wrong and you could not do it. I stated a few times on this very blog that this blog was always a part of my plan? It can all be checked along with the times and the dates. That is the beauty of the Internet and computers and this is just one of my areas of expertise.

I showed all readers on here, whether they have seen the evidence or not, that I sent an absolute mountain of data which was ask evidence to various media outlets. I made this clear by posting photocopies of both the sets of disks I burned, THE FOUR DVDs (is it dining in why I kept putting that in the subject lines yet?), as well as the recorded delivery receipts with post codes on them showing who I sent them to!

These DVDs, as stated there are pictures of them, contained my long since claims about corruption, Police, Local Councils and the NHS while stating the absolute terrible way the public is being lied to, manipulate and mistreated while forking out their own taxes to pay them to do it but also that lives of people, including children, have been quite knowingly placed in mortal danger and their lives ruined.

You can check back on here about how we got told twice on separate occasions how the research people for Jeremy Kyle stared that our story was far too serious and sensitive for their show!

As for why we were ignored by the media and why my daughter did not get a penny for the shit that Wirral Council put her through you will have to ask them yourselves by way of an email, because no one else did. Personally I expected that they would wiggle out of this and still have that over confidence that they are too big to fight by just like everyone else they simply do not possess a single ounce of common sense. When it cones to computers and the Internet Chimps have more sense. Despite the fact that they thought they had gotten away with it I did not care, because I had this blog.

So despite my anger and frustration I always knew that I could use the Internet in varies ways to show the whole country the truth. Sure done would be to stupid or just naive to the reality but I was sure that the large majority would be smart enough to work it out, whether they were if higher intellects combined with an inquisitive nature would take little time or others that disagreed but found themselves back here a few months later then agreeing with something else and paying close attention.

It was a full gone conclusion that in the end there would only be one outcome. There would always be just one outcome.

Then you get these Senators talking in interviews like everyone is a complete naive idiot stating in no uncertain terms that according the the American government everyone is to just do what they are told without question or go to prison for a long time!

Moron! Not a good advertisement for America, their government and their foreign policies and nor indeed is it a good one for anyone else to become part of the security services in America?

They can come and pay for my advice if they find that in five years tine no one in America wants to work within these services anymore?! Lol! I think that the tors of people they want would the the last people on my list that I would have doing anything for me. People like that tend to be immoral and when someone offers them six figure sums for details they week take it!

What I find astounding is that Edward Snowdon obviously cares about his country and how it would appear to the rest of the world with their actions. Of course they have this attitude that they are the smartest and the best and no one would have discovered them? Yes just like their military do not have a bad reputation for shooting friendlies while yeehawing and screaming over the radio frequencies?

What they completely fail to appreciate is that with the world finding out now, thereby preventing the US government from doing to much damage and taking over too many companies, they avoided a potentially serious and sensitive conflict later on down the road!

Now that is what I an thankful for and I am not bloody American!

They might want to not what happened in the European elections because I bloody well have. Not only had the public aired it's disappointment later than I expected them to but they did it in a far bigger way and most surprisingly they did it in far more countries than just the UK!

That I did not expect at all!

Or maybe someone could give them each a dot to dot book and some coloring pencils? 

You know now that I think about it it belies belief as to the process in America on who gets in power along with how? Are the choices really that awful? Or is it that everyone is seen as crap and corrupt so you just vote on the one that seems the least corrupt? Our the one there have been the least rumors about? Lol!

I cannot think of an 18 month period that is more important than the next 18 months for so many reasons I cannot keep track! There are even a couple of things of a more light hearted subject but is for another blog.
"He sound cone back to the US and make his case?"

Yes and in the American Civil War I am sure they should have give themselves up for a firing squad? 


Kerry urges Snowden to return to US

Tuesday, 27 May 2014


This is just a reminder post for myself as I tend to forget things and this is the best way to remind myself of things I may have forgotten.

I have just heard about this conference called the Inclusive Capitalism Conference and this is because I was disturbed from my sleep after only falling asleep after the sun came up by a phone call.

Now the phone call was a follow up of a previous one I also realised I may have forgotten to mention, because I forgot about the people that phone me previously. Yet another organization binding me with them being the Student Loans Company. I spoke to them a couple of weeks back and told them in no uncertain terms would had transmitted the past ten years focusing on what I suspected.

To my surprise they stated that if I got the diagnosis I was convinced I would get that they would 'write off' the entire money owed. Those that know about student loans will know that if you fail to get a career earning over £1,500 per month, or that was the figure just over ten years ago, you do not have to pay it back. Of course no one expects to be in this position who acquires a degree! Also there should be a huge numbers of young people who have struggled to get careers but bring hounded by these people?

As I finished my phone call, explaining that I had indeed acquired my diagnosis (Mr Idiot paying attention?) but that I have yet to speak to the GP (end of the week) about it and that my knee is a separate thing. So they arranged to call me back on Monday! I am not certain about the letter arriving at my GP and as I stated I made my appointment in the how that the letter would have turned up by then. I did explain this but they will call Monday nevertheless. My word, you tell these people about this blog and none of these people read it! Well read it enough and until it's too late, lol!

Now the news was rattling on about this Inclusive Capitalism Conference which seems to have done big names and big players. To my surprise and wondering if I was still asleep and dreaming all this the get together I have never heard of is to discuss a great deal of things I cover in this blog?

It is primarily a discussion about rebuilding trust, about the ever widening gap between the rich and poor and a number of other things regarding the state of the feeling if the wider public?!

Stunning and something of a huge coincidence considering the outcome of the elections both here and across a number of major European countries!

Huh, seen to have rambled on with this self reminder post, lol.

Sunday, 25 May 2014


Damn it!!

I state I want to live by the bloody sea and the process of properties by seaside towns starts to rocket?!
For the love of bloody God! Just my luck me and my big mouth!

Right! I don't want to live by the sea anymore I want to live in one of those little houses you get in a row near a coal mine! Like the ones that you see in the series Last Of The Summer Wine!

For people living on this types of houses who go on to make a huge profit and want to say thanks can donate 1% of their profit to me?!


Those in seaside towns my details are ...


Man, how many could I help if I really did have that kind of influence?!

Remember me speaking about bocks in the last few posts?! Ooh that night have been my computing blog post? Well I said I hate saying I want something out why to do something, or rather intend to, had a habit of going horribly wrong!

Here is an example, Lol.


How bizarre?

I will be having a discussion with a mate about this one tomorrow no doubt.

A little off topic for this blog is this story about the Ant Man film by Marvel whose director had pulled out of the film. Oh dear it's a Brit!! Lol!

As a kid Is heavy into both Marvel and DC as were two of my siblings, several cousins and my dad. 

Unfortunately he never got to see the first Tobey Macguire Spider Man movie or Doctor Who!

Of old comic book movies have been hit and miss fur two reasons...

First off the movie studies were either too scared or just to damn tight to do the right thing.

The second problem and arguably far worse is the directors. This is because for just about every bad comic book movie out there congress down to the fact that directors get too big headed and think they at so wonderful and successful that they can change everything about and it will still succeed.

For what are accomplished people you would think that as self proclaimed artists that should know better than to take a story and radically change it! It is career suicide as well as commercial suicide.

However we find ourselves with not only the first occasion where a director disagrees with the studio but that this happens to be Marvel themselves?!

Ooh boy am I glad that I am not him right now?! How can you argue with the very company that created the comics and stories and responsive for Iron Man and The Avengers movies?! I only mentioned the first Iron Man as I suspect another form of artist stated to meddle a la Andrew Garfield from the first Amazing Spider Man movie. The second Amazing Spider Man was truly amazing and judging from the glimpses at the end of the movie the third will be out of this world!

Though I say that about Spider Man they are about to put to film the story line that I an most familiar with and loved the most so I am hoping they do not screw it up!!!

You see the lady asked her name at the conference table, for those that have seen it, she answers Felicity Jones. This was a huge love interest for Spider Man in a great fun of story lines. Also the bad guys grouped together and as Felicity was also the Black Cat and loved Spider Man they formed a duo for a fair old while.
The two of them battled the group known as The Sinister Six. At the end of the movie you can spot glimpses of the ... hardware, let's say, to several members of The Sinister Six. One on particular is famous and already done while another is  famous among fans that had yet to appear. The oddly I did read rumours that he was going to be in the first film with The Lizard? Perhaps that was a chop to save money that was grabbed from the studio bins and dusted off after The Avengers movie success?


Why is it that everywhere, not just movies, everyone thinks that once they become accomplished, successful or powerful they then think themselves undefeatable?

I think something had been lost in recent times and I cannot quite put my finger on it.

Edgar Wright pulls out of Ant-Man


Here is a little link that shows how the British tabloids are covering the humongous setting to the right, right across Europe, it now turns out.

Almost all front pages are dedicated to this shocking outcome that was described by one person as an Earthquake!

Well there are two rags intent on stool feeding tripe to the public about celebs and that bizarre shooting incident in America of that deeply disturbed young man.

Far-right surge and US revenge killings - the front pages


Well if that not strange?

After all the hubub in the media about Ed Milliband expected to or asked to resign now and twenty four hours later it turns out that two things have become obvious.

First off Labour did considerably better than the last time.

Secondly it also seems that in a number of European countries the voters have gone exactly the same way as they have here in the UK?!

I must say this is something of a surprise not because I didn't see it because I did. I just thought it would happen a great deal earlier and thought it was one I got very wrong?! Lol!

Better late than never, eh?

I see that UKIP is up by a fair amount and they were thought to have done well last time. Labour is also up by 9%, I think it was, while the Conservatives are way down!

I find the results extremely intriguing and it shows not just in the UK, as I hoped it would, but in other European countries too which was thought beyond the reach of my predictions and far exceeded them!
I want to pay very, very close attention over the next twelve months and I wasn't too see if they not the best only react to this but also realise that doing things that appeases the media sites not necessarily mean it will the wider public?!

This is quite simply the biggest sign I could ever hour to wish for that the people are getting the made across to their leaders. Like the words of Theresa May the public of a number of countries are saying change or what were previously the obvious choices may be shot and buried in the back yard?!

Even if they don't change and the political rules are broken in several European countries, really I mean what is the wrist that can happen? It if only five years and they will not want to get it wrong after all?

UKIP on course to top Euro poll


Well what do you know? The shocks from the elections are still coming thick and fast and next up is the National Front Party on France of all places?!

One wonders in situations like this that this in power consider the identities of those that vote in situations like this?

I mean you have to consider the nationality I would imagine of all those that voted for a far right party. As well as that you have to consider this that simply would not vote for them. On to of all this you have to consider this that voted for postures other than the far right but not wanting to go that far despite agreeing with some of their beliefs?

Well you would think that these things are considered?

I think that if it is looked into the reality of the public's belief of any given country would look wide than first appeared?!

The outcomes of these ejections look bad enough without factoring in these other factors.

I have only just looked and spotted this report immediately.

My word, whatever next?

Eurosceptic 'earthquake' rocks EU


When does one consider oneself free?

Despite the gentles caress the wind can give anyone the true feeling is but brief due to ones reality being in the opposite position.

Frredom lasts for us long and one can remain outsude the confinements of a buidling no matter of what the building materials may be. For our abode has become our prison in every sense.

We have piled upon us too many responsibilities while others require do do less in their own personal world and their chiefs wish to save money. A sharp divide there now is and obvious be it to those that are able to see.

On top of them all we are expected to be and with that maintain the other responsibilities that any one of us may acquire through decisions made in our lives. Some of these decisions may in first appearance appear to be mistakes and of this I have witnessed many. To those close is the blame laid when the reality is that the society in which we live has become selfish and unfair.

Normal people as expected to do more and more of thejobs others are paid to do or command far too much money for while living delusions that there chosen career puts them above everyone else. The divides have long been allowed to travel far wider than should reasonably be allowed and now the road back seems too far.

This command of ridiculous prices has affected all those who have fallen by the wayside bith pre and post one particular global financial crisis and still it persists and further wide it ever becomes.

One wonders to the religious beliefs of those who have allowed this or failing an christian attitudes that exist due to lack of religion one wonders as to the morals they possess which appears to be few. One wonders if they be spotted by cases of the beverage Horlicks left outside their homes if it were not for the fact that the doors were not more than a miles frm the electronic front gates?

I myself have considered my own positions once things have been achieved and what I would be doing a year from now. Myself and honestly so I could not turn my back on those that need my help and will always be there in one capacity or other.

My own presence will always be felt and heard of, this much is true and always will be if I am able to. But then there does not seem to be much else I would be doing in all honesty.

That which weighs many down does not me and I have not the responsibilities that many others do and I have truly felt for them these years gone by. Despite the fact I was warning of the mass sleepwalking that has gone on it remains that the pain suffered by the walkers will now be tortuous to many and of that I know. I also knew that over time it would grow and grow in numbers and that also many will seek help as I did only to find that none exists, despite the household names and acronyms that awash our minds for our entire lifetimes.

Despite me wanting to I have no one to look after, to make happy and to care for. The family I always wanted was never to be for me and the child I have I may as well be living on the moon....for now.

There are s0me things I may be able to help with and it is this this end that this blog exists are part thereof. Hopefuly I have managed to devise and plan while manipulating in such a way that eventually this will also reach its goals?

Outside of that I wil lalways look for things that I can do and even the cliché of saying the benefit of mankind, animals too, is never far from my thoughts. Why else would someone end up a scientist and almost every subject he was to choose from were all of one area of science or another.

My skillset I have vastly managed to increase over the years and still am despite the fact that some have managed to get neglected. I like to think it is a rther unique skillset that would be hard pressed to find no matter how far and wide one would travel?

There will be those that think their hardships far worse than mine and in these cases I can only but take them for their word and one wonders how they managed to survive unscathed?

I have been asked this very question so many times by so many people and this included health professionals and students alike throughout the years.

Dark were the places I rereated to and many a time one could not see how surviving could be possible and was convinced otherwise. Many around me only made it worse whether they knew, cared or otherwise and somewhow despite all this I came through.

Of those health professionals that asked me these questions many of which was no less than ten years ago missing events entirely that made all other pale into insignificance and then some.

One wonders of these students of times gone by have found themselves here and have scrambled through there notes to see if I am indeed the very person that faced them across a long conference table? If this was to ever occur I can only but wonder to the astonishment in their eyes and upon their face?

If the conference room was on the top floor of the Forest Road Medical Centre then indeed it is I than am feverishly typing away the deepest thoughts to post to all upon this blog.

Due to the amounts of people I am now reaching and the fact that the students must have numberer one hundred or more it is reasonable to assume that one of them will find their way here eventually.

As time gets old the changes before me will become more frequent in a shorter time than I even realize and this much will show itself over the next few months. It would be of a surprise indeed that the latter half of this year of 2014 as not replete with surprises aplenty.

Damn the sands of time as it does ell its attempts to shield things from my analytical view! Not easily does it give up its secrets unless plans are made and afoot that the outcome becomes inevitible. Even if not immediately so.

So thine eyes are always capable of wonder!


Romantic music swoops and peaks in an eveloping way.

A beautiful voice of a mystery and unknown woman sings out her heart for love and ones mind is drawn in like a moth to a flame. What I wonder that look, looks like and how does it feel to catch the fleeting glimpse that these feelings are held by another?

In a swirling land of wonders can one dare to dream of the perfection that seems so far from view despite the aching of touch that brings the tiny shudders lost for so long.

Like windmills on a hill top the wheels of time continue to turn on unabated without once slowing to allow one time to break away. Time so precious to few are granted for many and the times that tick by graduallly stealing away from one the possibilities that abounded of years gone by.

That look I loved within ones eyes seem but so lng a distant memory. Buried deep in the sands of time wy relentless winds that their view is way beyond obscured.

One wonders if it possible to find one not intent on materialism and able to see the bigger picture that hides from most of us. Many fall by the wayside but one must believe this not always to be true. For all those that intend to use and scheme only deserve the fists of steel there must be many worthy of help. While possible lovers be avoided there must be those that can make one feel again.

For those that have come to know the name for reasons all bad I hope that one comes to know it for the good one can do and the happiness one can bring, though one has ones own doubts to this being possible and lost in ths sandstorm of time.

Entertainment is his solace and undoing complicated and dastardly plans also. Is she somewhere out there and possibly be beyond the sea. Has fate forced us far apart or do we exist under each others noses? Can Old Ken be wrong and the person exists to compliment one another like no other?

Many of the sands of time been wasted away by undeserving obstacles that would leave a negatitivity not appreicated and certainly not wanted. Rendering many possibilities far beyond possibility for the longest periods known.

However this be the year that these bad vibes are cast aside themselves to be buried away in the wind blown sands along with many others.

What little time there exists left to live one fully intends to take full advantage of and do along with achieve many things long desired deep in ones heart.

Perhaps where one can change the lives of those he writes more can be accomplished by those he touches?

For the touch of affection is one he craves the most. All else is rendered just filler one calls entertainment and the occupying of ones mind due to the life others have that are lost and alien to him. What others take for granted in conversation is so alien to him and never having experienced many things that many others do in most lives unless not wanted.

Many bad things could bring down a tower of steel but one learns to box up and place within the dark recesses of ones mind and ther they stay.

Once in a while I let one out ... if I really need to show anger to a large organisation and these be the weapons I keep within. At times when they are not controlled the soft and loving touch that would allow one to forget is sorely missed despite not remembering the feeling this brings.

Now the achievements begin to mount up and more heading this way a little more of the darkness is released each time and scattered to the winds to be long forgotten.

Life has a meandering nature to her and she twists and turns about in the winds of change. How this story goes from here on in and for the next five years has me wondering with a new confidence but an air of mystery abounds.

How will I feel when the time comes? Heaven only knows.


Hmm yes well I was cleaning my living room today and I came across a complimentary slip from the Parliamentary Health Services Ombudsman.

It seems they did actually acknowledge me and once I read it stating they had recieved my letter I remembered receiving it!

So need need now to wonder as to what their response will be because I know, lol!

Well it is times like this as you can imagine and understand now that I just have trouble comprehending how I can forget certain things. It is madness it really is.

At least I did not goet too fiery with the Parliamentary Health Services Ombudsman! Lol, though I do not doubt that nothing is likely to happen and I will get fiery with them at some point.

As much as I know and have stated on here for many moons now it is still nevertheless frustrating that they receive the budgets that they all do while doing nothing for it as I prove over and over again.

As stated this will not always be the case because some things are simply unavoidable and there is no getting around it.

The only thing I now have in my favour is that I know what my condition is and have since had it confirmed by a specialist in this field at the top department for Fibromyalgia in the UK. At least within the realms of the NHS that is, lol.

It is a bank holiday too and I already did do a major part in the kithcen previously, just need to clean up from doing the Thai Green Curry. I have also purchased a load of Thair Red Curry too and only need to fill up my freezer with cheap chicken from Sainsburys I can defrost bit by bit. Also some eggs and vegetables do do the Egg Fried Rice with it.

I have a few other bits and will add a few bits to the freezer that are inexpensive and this should do me while I am attempting do do something else which will be a big help to me, my blogs (another one in particular) and my YouTbube account. I am 6 weeks into this with a little help from nailing the council to the wall a couple of months early, and am around three weeks away from completion! With a couple of days added just to sort everything out and do the filming! PROPERLY!!


Once completed this realisation of what I can do and that the time is not as long as it seems will allow me to change yet another of my expensive but old and knackered tools for aq far better model allowing me to do even more!

Start of the fairly good times! Lol.

What? You want to know what it is?! Ooooh, nooooo!

Just call me superstitious, lol. Yes I know I just said superstitious, lol, but when I tend to talk up something I am going to achieve it always seems to go south for the winter! I would rather call it a bock!

Three weeks and it will all start getting posted and that should be the very latest?

As far as the Parliamentary Health Services Ombudsman goes they must be searching very jard for whatever it is they are looking for?! Who said 'excuses'?! Stop that! Lol!

Hmm maybe they have not finished the multiplication that has a total that stops things?! Lol! Hmm did not look at the date on the compliment slip! Ahhh 11th March 2014, so not taken too long then and only almost three months now.

Bloody Post Office no wonder they are have been going down the pan? Takes several weeks to deliver letters these days!! Lol!


Was mooching about doing some housework and lit some insense while boling the kettle with some very old classic songs playing at a good level.

Despite those that know me being into more recent classics of the 70's and 80s along the lines of both Rock and even Pop (when done well that is) music I am into all kinds, though I draw the line with some and just cannot get into them.

To show my extreme varied tastes in music I also like the great composers, or elements of, along the lines of Mazoart, Beethoven, Mussorgsky, Grieg, Rachmaninov and many others. I also like the exceptionally good synthesizer and simlar artists like Jean Michel Jarre, Mike Oldfield and Moby.

However today the track listings are somewhat different. These are around the 50's and 60's era pulled off a double CD I bought with tracks like Everybody's Talkin' (Harry Nillson)Some Enchanted Evening & I Love You So (Perry Como), Beyond The Sea (bobby Darin), Born Free (Matt Munroe), Windmills of Your Mind (Noel Harrison), Can't Take My Eyes Off of You (Andy Williams), Raindrops Keep Falling On My Head (B.J. Thomas), The Way You Look Tonight (Tony Bennett) along with a few others and one little famous tune by none other than Henry Mancini.

That would be the Pink Panther then.

I often think of my endeavours and tactics as like a suave big cat weaving in and out from the adverseties of intellectuals (well I thought they would be at any rate) and physical brutes. Swaying my way through a linear process pulling faces and poses as I go. Using true deep seated frustrations to provide the wrong message to those that would do injustices for nothing other than purely selfish reasons. Purely selfish reasons because they got it wrong and now are not prepared to suffer with the rest of society.

Twice recently ships have sank due to incompetence and it beggers belief the processes that exist to give careers like that to morons like that. In both cases the rumour mills ran riot with tales of how the Captains of said ship were the first to desert the ship! The oddest thing is that one ship ran aground near land making me wonder what the need for them to desert the ship so quickly was?

Panicking is the worst thing you can do in any given crisis and anyone that was down in the belly of the ship with a long journey to reach the decks had reason to panic. On the deck of the ship or even the ... the ship may be listing to one side and obviously sinking but I am aware that I can swim and that I can leap into the water at any time I want. Whether this be a 60 foot drop or a few inches.

Now an aircraft?! That is somewhat different as short of a big hole to leap through and a parachute your a bit buggered. But still panicking wont change the outcome of the event and this is something I have had to train myself to do over a very long time.

Wars of words with anyone and everyone became a walk in the park and a calm head allows me to use the right choices of words and phrases to make things absolutely clear of not only my complete understanding of what is going on behind the scenes for a fair old while but now that I have proof of the things I claimed went on behind the scenes.

Or to put it another way I had to know for sure I was right before I started using various devices to eventually capture them over and over. I also had to wait in inordinate amount of time before I knew I acquired enough to make it completely obvious to all, except the most naive for whatever reasons the naivety exists and there are many, of the truth behind the wild sounding claims.

So I mooched around while these old classics played along as majestic as the white fluffy clouds I can spy floating in a slow northerly direction from my current seated position. Wondering wether I will ever be sat in a nice restaurent while staring dreamily so at someone of great meaning to me who would softly laugh and one of my quips of my enemies and seeing a slight wrinkling of their nose in so doing? The warn flicker of candle light forcing her cheeks to glow in a way so beautiful? Knowing that my endeavours are mostly done with and being in a position to spend more time on me and doing more and getting further than the current restraints have upon me?

I am in positions I had long since only dreamed about. Using one single theory to grow this blog to grargantuan proprtions if not that old. Each enemy would only look up that which concerns themselves while not realising that my eandeavours as a whole make things absolutely certain to those that visit.

As one became an absolute obvious certainty as far as my predictions were heading then this gave ... gravitas to all others I made too.

I worked on the theory that if I can be right around 99% of the time as I endeavoured my way through it would eventually become clear to people that they could reliably say that this will follow through throughout all my endeavours and involvements?

One proved substantiates the others and the more that are concluded the more it shows that the others will simply follow suit?

Anyone coming on here only performing searches on themselves be it anyone from the NHS to the Police and all others besides will only see a small fraction of what I did.

For the longest of times from the moment I started I did emphasize one very importnant thing regarding everything I do, everything I say, everything I claim and everything I get? Always the importance of the bigger picture is paramount.

Hopefully now over the coming months as visitors both new and old peruse their way through that subject matters that are of primary interest to them gravitate to the newer posts this will now become clear. Once and for all.

Maybe befroe very long the windmills of my own mind will turn to a different tune?

Maybe then I can travel to where the weather suits my clothes?!

In the meantime I will continue to stroll along like a suave, cool and collected girlie coloured panther.


Saturday, 24 May 2014


Another big name I thought was only interested in conning, money and not customers.

I have had at least two heated disagreements with them that like everyone else they was in the wrong about. In thinking that they can do whatever the hell they feel like with no comebacks. As long as they are getting money they do not give a crap about right and wrong.

So much so that they are prepared to let other customers suffer by way of their PayPal crap. I intended to buy done Orchids from a chap who used PayPal. On the website it clearly stated that you did not need a PayPal account to pay someone through their service. I had a PayPal account but was frozen because as many of you know I can be just as stubborn as those on the wrong.

But hell, I'm transferring money to this guy via my card so all is good!

Well actually it wasn't and PayPal refused to transfer the money because they saw it that I owed them money?! So the chain that you do not need an account is not strictly true!

Added to this the only person that they are punishing is their own customer! I called him instead and did the transfer over the phone and I told him that I would drip PayPal as a service if I was him.

He probably did not realise that he could be losing hundreds and maybe thousands each year and not knowing it.

The British companies are bad enough, well I am assuming there are still British ones, but those that are American seem to behave as if the rules do not apply to them. I mean to say that they speak to customers like they know there are no avenues available to those who wish to question the methods or attitudes of these companies.

It has become bloody obvious that those that are not based here on the UK and even those living here temporarily can take advantage of various things knowing full well they are either not here or can run away.
Us Brits do not have that luxury as an option, Lol, God I wish I did!

It would be interesting if a British owner of a large British company decided to 'come out', pardon the term, one day and state what they themselves have had to do due to unfair advantage awarded those not British companies.

You just know someone had to come out with a rant and list of complaints at some point.

This bending or dividing up of the rules had to have an affect, it is unavoidable. If I owned a large company here O would not be happy about the lack of taxes paid if my own was teetering on the edge and breaking the rules to keep up!

Say as an example Argos selling refurbished goods as new? I dare say there could be dozens of examples?
The longer the lies in government goes on the longer it stays in this crap financial crisis and the more stressed and wound up people get. So more chance of the floodgates opening up with owners of struggling companies.

Also I would like to that I feel sorry for Ed Milliband. I also have a message for Labour Party members that want to lay blame at his door?

Sorry but what is happening had nothing to do with him. You could take your pick of the members as leader and the outcome would be the same. Ed's problem was the idiot lot who made up the cabinet when they were in power and of course Tony Blair. What has happened in recent times had been a long time on the making. Years on the making and Gordon Brown was not even post of it. That does not mean to say things would have been different if they were in power, oh no.

Or the Conservatives.

At the end if the day none of them are honest about what they get up to. They all promise this and that and never deliver. They all thought that things would just keep going up all the time and that was cool and if it did they would have tried by then with no comebacks.

Indeed I can pin a large portion of it down to one thing, house prices.

I argued with my grandfather who loves rubbing his hands together when his house leapt on value every so often. He did not so to think that this gradually made it impossible for his grandchildren to buy houses. With the prices going up anyone wanting to go up a size or move to a nice area always wanted big raises. So everyone everywhere, with help of the Unions I am afraid, wanted pay rises ask the time.

The house prices, larger mortgages and pay rises were not only unrealistic and unsustainable that the amount it has risen in such a short space of time meant that any financial crisis would be bad.

My grandfather thought himself smart when it came to money but did used to argue. Eventually I got it through to him that ordinary people with ordinary wages are somehow paying these prices. I did that by asking him to imagine trying to buy his house at £200,000 on his postman's salary. This was because he only paid a tenth of the value the house had at the time. Just two bedrooms too.

Suddenly the thought of having a £200,000 instead of £20,000 and the penny dropped!

The higher it got and the longer it went on the worse it was going to be. I do see now that there were two possibilities with the one I expected being a very fast and hard drop and slow recovery. Bit what we got was a slow drop and an even slower recovery. In fact I have been unable to work out as yet how slow the recovery is! I still cannot see a return to normal being any closer than five years and each year it seems to remain at five years.

When I think of the amount, or silliness, that property in London was fetching I think ten years being the soonest, immediately while wondering it is possible to return to normal at all?! On fact I am unsure if there is a normal anymore and likely a new normal has to be used in future.

A real shame it got to this point, it really is. Sad that all of those voted on for whatever party decided that bullshitting your way through while scientific and other advisors were totally ignored, contradicted or even fired.

Even after all this time they still do not get it. They have now spent fecking years telling the British public that they get it and they are listening but they have done no such thing. Bullshit then just as per usual!

They don't get it because they have not suffered like the majority. In fact they have altered things so that they do not suffer while telling everyone it's all equal and fair across the board! So they speak like we are idiots and cannot work out the bullshit?

The truth is that they are not in it nor will they understand until they themselves are also truly affected. Now I do not know how to achieve this because... well they hold the keys because they were elected to govern.
I recently saw evidence that this might be changing after the event of the recent elections. I have hope now and have more confidence that this week finally hit home with the next election?!

I think the general election can very possibly turn out to be the most interesting in bloody years? Maybe the best one ever?!

Others are steering to say the same thing and I think a great deal of expectation and hope will grow before the next election is upon us.

Looking forward to that taking place.

eBay faces investigation over breach

Friday, 23 May 2014


Well after the vote counting of the latest elections concerning MEPs I think, started building up a picture began to emerge.

Now I had forgotten about these elections and as such did not remark previously about the sudden slinging of mud towers Nigel Farage and the imminent opening of polling stations. Yes now it seems all rather odd to be honest and I am now not the only one to note this.

I know several people all of which were going to vote for UKIP and either forgot or were prevented from doing it. I did not vote due to a technicality I enforced a couple of years ago.

Nevertheless many stunned and open mouthed members of the big the parties say in news studios either not knowing what to say, were honest and admitted their shock, our refused to admit anything was wrong and disagreed with everyone in the studio repeating herself and making remarks about how only one of two parties will win the next election. Annoying and patronizing remarks towards her peers. I found her so annoying I would want to vote not to have her as a member of parliament or anywhere near a Council!
Nigel Farage and his UKIP party did rather well. In fact that is quite an understatement if I am honest. As well as all the people I know that voted for no one else other than UKIP so did everyone on the street who were stopped and interviewed.

I thought that is odd I have seen and heard that 100% of this vote going to UKIP which begged the question how could I not of seen or heard of a single person claiming they vote for someone else! Anyone else?!
I myself have been impressed with Nigel Farage and as I stared previously he may have views I personally do not agree with but not heard any as of yet. I have made this fact most obvious throughout the life of this blog and I did vie in the same elections last time around and I voted UKIP.

In fact it was the only vote of my entire life. I have only ever vote UKIP! He he, not many people of my she could make that claim?!

What was also quite hilarious is that this surge of voters coming out in support of him if despite the fact that the mud slinging had been going on just prior to the elections. That and the fact that his defender from Croydon, a black guy, stated something interesting when he had a pop at interviews if the media for blatantly misusing the word 'racist' and demeaning it by using it for so manner of things that are not technically racist. He had a point, a very good one too and all that could be mustered by one of the most famous election anchorman there is was "Well what do you mean by that?!" from none other than David Dimbleby!

For a moment I actual thought that those in the studio, who were all English and white, were actually going to argue with a black man that the racist label had been used correctly and he is wrong?!

That would have been career suicide! This might not have seemed obvious to begin with but eventually it would.

I have trouble with people who behave badly and I have trouble with those that do not integrate. This was hammered into me when I heard on separate occasions of men openly admitting they were hear for the handouts and that we British are stupid, know nothing and they hate our country and culture. Three separate occasions!

One of these took place right here in Enfield a couple of years before I moved here.

One to place a couple of years after I moved here and was told to me by a local shop owner who was born in Kenya but lives Britain and considers himself British through and through.
The last one took place in the North West of England and was stated to a table with the English people sat at it, one being my daughter.

There may well be others but they do not spring to mind of my bad memory, lol.

So despite all the media people having a go at Nigel Farage and thinking that they are doing a favor to the British public they must be feeling very silly right now after the results if the voting came in!

Of interest was the reaction to an opposing idea I put to others over his popularity....

Two guys thought that now he had got these votes and for the next year the three parties and anyone else feeling stupid right now in the media would really start the mud slinging and racist accusations and look for anything to make a mountain out of a molehill?

I said "Well no actually. If you think about it the results were quite a shock to everyone as all these accusations were still flying about. They may think nitre that by doing what they did forced the Brutish public to get angry about it and vote for him?! Now if they do and I'd this is the case any mudslinging that keeps on relentlessly may have the same effect at the general election? Meaning they may do fat better at that than they did in these elections?"

Wide eyes and raised eyebrows were what I witnessed upon starting this asking with a "oooh" in stereo sound.

'Straight talking and not scared to say what he thinks even if he upsets someone!' That was the common statement heard by interviewers asking people about Nigel Farage.

Ever since I first saw him on Hard Talk a few years back this was the impression I got from him. From then on I have urged others I know to pay attention when he speaks in interviews which led to several mattress wanting to vote for him.

I wish I could be a fly on the wall in the media offices where they, or someone told them to, decided to attack Nigel Farage because I would live to see the looks on their faces and the things they said about it!
They have spent years telling politicians, all areas of the media, that they are cut off from British Society and insinuated that they do not have a clue. Only it now seems that those flinging the accusations about like confetti have now been caught with their pants down being guilty of the exact same thing!

I knew this for quite awhile and they notices are ulterior thigh what I do not know. When I decided to send what data I had and also sent to Police, MI5 and GCHQ the news media, desire contacting 80 % of national papers and TV News networks all of them combined completely failed to even schoolgirlish acknowledge me.

Now I have started this several times before but now I am going to put that in stark contrast by starting that both the Police and the Security Services both contacted me!

Putting them side by side like that dies look a bit strange does it not?

Now I also heard a report about social services failing children after Ofsted, another useless quango, did an investigation?! Yet another one of my subjects piping up in the media and just dues bit seem like doing until they have covered everything I have posted about and sent them data and proof of.

Stealing my stories and ideas to make money for themselves offer the back of a individual that has been through so this crap and has a disability?

Or do you think that they used it but did not want to mention me and that I pointed them in the right direction because it would make everyone look, well a bit stupid and unprofessional would it not?

I mean how could my endeavors be good enough for the Security Services and the Police while being too sensitive for The Jeremy Kyle Show but not good enough for newspapers and TV News?

You see sometimes things are just not that obvious until you place this side by side. Many, many things are scattered about within the two thousand odd posts throughout this blog that have these vastly contrasting differences if and when I decide to place them side by side!

For me the reasons for each are easy to know and to spot but I needed to place enough posts and subjects on here for quite some time and let the time tick by before then showing these contrasts.

There is a year to go to the general elections and this series of contrasting differences between one organization alongside others that one by one all will be simply shown to be obvious if what they do or indeed do not do.

Now I have steed what I want to over that I can tell you I emailed the PHSO so just awaiting confirmation that they did get my signed documents?

Hour that they have and hour that they do something but I am afraid I have my doubts on both points. But then this is why the big exists or at least one of the main reasons.

I told you what went on before.

I told you what I will do in the future.

I told you who I would contact.

I told you how it would go.

During all this I provided the evidence where I could and if I remembered to do it.

Still am and just about a week from now that reaches it natural end, well the NHS at far as dealing with them directly that is.

That leaves then just the PHSO and what they and the NHS decide to do. I expect a negative response to be honest. Yes it will be a foolhardy thing to do by doing nothing, or lying or concocting lame excuses. 

Foolhardy that is to think I had not only predicted this but had myself a back up plan for it!

It is also odd how everything seems to be converging all at the same time at the same point, with a few exceptions still to desk with like the Police for one.

August 2014 was kind of a long term point of time to reach. I have had notification that the numbers are officially impressive by a large company and also told to keep it up and the things I have done unbelievable. Stating I was going to be big before very long. I know one carrot cruncher who will climb the walls and then chew on them upon reading that but hopefully he has buggered off?

The PHSO investigation is proceeding and has been for a couple of months, our at least I hope it has!

I am also planning to do something I have wanted to do for several years and will complete in about three weeks and week have pictures and videos.

Very peculiar, lol.

Farage: UKIP now 'serious players'

Thursday, 22 May 2014


Right well I have type out and sent a longer than intended email to the PHSO which had driven me to distraction because suddenly Google have managed to destroy Android and in one area that all operations systems and office suites should really be handling without fail, typing (refuses to recognize the weird 'typing')!

In fact I can tell you there is an article I spotted which featured on the front page if micro may magazine that said several of Google's things were failing!

Still I got there in the end. I fully explained the appointment at Guy's asking with the fact that the knee being diagnosed had now made me raise why the first time I was discharged by Orthopedics on a false claim of not turning up for an MRI when I told them not only did I not receive a letter, rendering their decision unfair and full of double standards, but my second attempt to have it looked at was meet with an attempt by Barnet Hospital to falsely label me as violent, yes it had happened before and the recording if the meeting is not only in here but you hear me accused them if this and then denying it and then you can see the letter that arrived the next day, so yeah they're stupid, that did accuse me of violent conduct therefore pricing in get own words that she led to me at the meeting!


I then explained that my second attempt to have the knee looked at, immediately after the failed attempt to label me as violent, I was meet by an Orthopedic Surgeon, Day or Ray, and a Podiatrist, Julian Livingstone, who between the two of them ignored my knee went straight for my feet and agreed on a diagnosis that was later laughed at my another health professional on the NHS, bi-pedal mechanics, but was also not only completely and totally wrong but I was lured to about bone spurs being linked to Plantar fasciitis!!
I have told them all for fecking years I did not have it and bone spurs have no fecking link to Plantar fasciitis at all!

So that about ties up now without a shadow of a doubt to the PHSO that it was bit just those two Doctors that told bare faced lies, Gubbay and Francis, but a while just of other petiole too!!

Unfortunately for them desire me vastly expanding that list by a factor of 2 it is not the whole list! Hmm speaking of lists and names, that reminds me I can now get around to typing out that list which week serve as my first Wall Of Professional Shame on here!

Now the email I just sent to the PHSO who, if working for the NHS like all other Ombudsman work for their associated organizations, will make them a great deal nitre uncomfortable then they were with the first lot of data?!

Double whoops!!


Dear Sirs


I have just finished a couple of busy weeks and I realised I do bit know how much time had passed by since I sent you the signed letters authorizing you to investigate my claims.

As I have been and to think about this now I also realised that I do not recall receiving a confirmation letter or email from you.

Now as my busy period is actually to do with the NHS and my condition it seemed the perfect opportunity to both ask you to confirm that you have indeed received my authorization letters and are investigating.
I can also tell you that there turns out to be more to the lies and manipulation by the NHS to avoid a diagnosis that now stand out like a sore thumb, I am afraid to say.

I recently had an appointment with the Rheumatology Department at Guys Hospital which took some doing to get. I of course wanted this because if their expertise on the condition I had already diagnosed myself with.

Now first off I can tell you that my diagnosis of Fibromyalgia is now confirmed just as I knew it would.
However a second diagnosis cane from the visit I did not expect when the Doctor held his hand around my thigh just advice my patella and asked me to tighten up my leg muscles and knee. I did as he asked and yelped out in pain to which the Doctor then confirmed my knee had it's own problem unrelated to my Fibromyalgia.

This diagnosis also confirms another suspicion I had from a few years earlier involving Chase Farm Hospital and Doctors Tai and Saksena and then Barnet Hospital's Dr Ray, could have been Day, and Julian Livingstone. It dues not read good I am afraid...

You see I was trying to get my knee looked at and was quite deliberately and systematically working my way around my body for each pain. 

Prior to this performed an MRI on the wing part of my back and I used intellect and trickery to find out the truth, I am sure Dr Saksena would explain how as I don't he has forgotten.

I then had an argument when I was discharged and was asked yo the Hospital where it was explained that I was discharged because I failed to turn up for an MRI on my knee. This was complete bull and I told them so and we disagreed. I received no letter about an MRI Scan and stated that discharging me was both grossly unfair and highly suspicious.

Not to be deterred I forced another referral whereby an attempt was made to list me as violent and refuse treatment, yeah been there before it did not work then and dud not work recently. Oh by the way I am acting to an advisor to a woman who had herself verb accused of lying about a condition she already had diagnosed and even offered laser treatment for. The Doctor shouted at her, upset her by accusing her off making up her condition and then called the Police and both her and her father were fairly accused of violent conduct and treated appallingly by the Police.

Unfortunately for the NHS, GP Surgery involved and the Police I was not only party to the event but then became a witness to it while I recorded the bullshit, then another Hospital heard and become involved and not only offered to write a letter regarding her condition but also offered the laser treatment once again.
A complaint to the Police has the duty officer ring up my friend who was out on speakerphone who was rude to my friend, debited everything before my friend even explained what his officers did and the intimidation they received from them and then inherited for the umpteenth time satiated he would defend his officers ask day long and the conversation would just go round in circles and then hung up the phone on him rudely.
You might have noticed Theresa May's speech to the Police Federation recently where she tore then asunder?

Well that recording of the Police had been online to ask for several weeks and my own recordings of the Police including Defectives lying repeatedly, promising much while delivering nothing at all have been live fur over a year now.

Everything I do and everything I acquire as well as receive is published as and when I get it. There is no misunderstanding about who said what asking with the dates they were posted.

Remember all I state is posted online.

Now back to Barnet Hospital and Caroline Johnson's attempt to refuse me treatment on grounds of violence was vehemently denied but the letter that arrived the next day priced that the denial was a lie because she put it in writing that I was being accused of violent conduct.

Both that letter and the recording of that meeting are in my blog!

Afterwards I went to have me knee looked at inky to realize that they were only interested in my feet and yet again my knee was being conveniently ignored?! They not only concentrated on my very but two professionals have me an agreed diagnosis that was than rubbished with a raised eyebrow by a biomechanical exciter on feet (bi-pedal) mechanics! I cannot believe they told you that you have Pes Cavus because you don't!

Now consider that I have now been told that the one part of my body which would have shown something up on an MRI was write deliberately avoided nor once but TWICE!!

However, everything to do with Fibromyalgia was indeed scanned and I was then discharged starting charity nothing was wrong. A scan showing nothing died not conclude nothing is wrong and Fibromyalgia dies indeed consistently show nothing, it's only give away is no reduction in red blood cell count!


Of course this is in addition to the fact that you are 'supposed' to be investigating the fact that an ultrasound test was falsified to hide not one but TWO THINGS!!

Plus the disagreement I had, or one of them, with Doctor Gubbay that fit a other heated was over Pregabalin and Gabapentin being just pain killers like any other pain killer and I was refused Pregabalin. My current GP refused me Pregabalin and Guy's Hospital have written to my GP prescribing Pregabalin!!

Now as I stated previously I collected everything and have long since posted about these things.

I can also inform you that large companies who have read through my blog have decided to contact me to offer deals and congratulate me on what I have done and achieved! In fact someone from Groupon, ego diary on the stock market, emailed me and begged me to reply and said she wanted to speak to the business development manager if the above named blog!

They only do this providing two criteria are met with one being I have had a hell if a lot of visitors and that it is obvious that this will have had zeros added to the ends if the numbers in a mere few months...

Currently it is 120,000 and ruses by over 15,000 pet month.

The reason I tell you this is ... well I just do not trust you. I never trusted anyone which was why I decided everything and every other Ombudsman have shown without a doubt that they look after the interests if those they are supposed to keep an eye on.

Now I feel pretty confident that one you have read to this point that I now do bout need to explain to you now both the gravity of the situation asking with just how much worse it is going to look than even when I first contacted you?

Me receiving correspondence trekking me that my first ever along with most important letter I have posted in 7 years had gone missing and the organization involved could not even send an email to the plaintiff to remind him because they are linked to the health service and my condition that if which had already been clearly divulged dues indeed include memory problems will also look very bad?

I am pretty sure that just in case these were the cases in this instance that the feeling felt one the contents of this email have been fully digested that any attempt via a fake sense if over confidence in this case will explode in the worst possible way and in the very near future too?

So now I have explained in full can you please confirm that you did indeed receive the signed letter giving authority over to you to investigate?

Thigh I do find the weird investigate in this instance to be must amusing considering everything I have already achieved in my own.

I OK forward to any correspondence with keen interest,

Yours sincerely

Martin Haswell BSc
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Well this BBC Report talks about how GPs have said no to charging patients!

Would sound good if it were bit fur the fact that to note charge patients when the lying to patients is now our of the bag wool certainly result in GPs being victims of violence. Oh and I mean real violence not some false accusation because a patient turns out to be smarter than you and realises your lying. Or tells you the information you just have gin about pills is actually wrong.

No, no.

Hmm I wonder if at some point a map of the UK, probably just England lol, where it would show you the ratio of complaints against GPs and another for hospitals!

I would imagine that the worst part would be London Boroughs? I would put money on it and I do not bet! Hmm in fact it would be entirely feasible that all the built up areas of large cities would price to be the areas of most complaints? Good God, that would go down like a lead balloon if that were the case.

Oddly enough I would have paid anything to have been told the truth and priority diagnosed thirteen years ago! After the years of horrors this avoidance caused me and some of the idiots I am had to ensure lectures from that were way of the mark asking the way no amount of money could make up for!
Oh that reminds me that bloody email!

GPs say no to charging patients


Here we are then the speech I was speaking of in a recent post.

Theresa May ripping it up with the Police Federation who stood and sat around like rabbits in headlights! This was truly a magical moment that will certainly linger in the mind of this one for some years to come.
As for the stunned, open mouthed Police Federation members who appeared more like a stunned and frozen in time terracotta army I am afraid that it is because your all a bunch of over confident, lazy, bone idle doughnut munching liars and fraudsters of the taxpayers money who are only interested in themselves or get their arse in gear for those that think themselves above such things add paying taxes.

Blunt? Week then I advise if you work fit the Police in any capacity I would not read the documents and listen to the audio recordings I have on here. Because you will find out what others already have, I understated things just a touch!

I am afraid it won't get any easier either for the next twelve months and whatever transpires was only bought upon yourselves.

This goes for all of those attached to any of the organizations I have single handedly taken apart, vertebrae by vertebrae when I do find any that is!

The very things that allow such a dark and unlawful as well as disrespectful attitude to exist while thinking within your rights to fill your pockets with other people's money are lots and lots of little things. Not getting involved, turning a blind eye, wanting to get 'in on the action' and any other stood reasons that the grand scale naive thought would not hurt will be shown that quite the opposite is true.

This will also be done and achieved in a way that those guilty will never forget to prevent evil and amoral, duck everyone else, attitudes to never want to be practiced ever again.

Only a grand scale example of the most shocking revelations revealed to the widest and larger percentage of the populace will suffice.

That is exactly what my blog does and continues to do. The weekly visits start of as a mere few. Eighteen months in and they are in the thousands per week. Eighteen months time and they will be in the tens of thousands each week.

Short of trying to show extremely biased news media what is going on so that they would publish it one way or another I knew that this was always likely to be the last resort and that it would take a bloody Age to achieve. But on the plus side is that I would always gather up... things along the way so that despite the 30GB of data I supplied out to the media the chances are I would likely treble the amount.
Of course if anyone did pay attention and someone had to as everyone got a copy and they all cannot be that naive and stupid, and decided that both I and the data I handed over were easy money to manipulate then continuing my endeavors while an audience watched that would secretly build up to impressive proportions, impressive but not yet enough, to render ant explanations null and void before any thought was given to use them.

Of course what I find amusing is that by the time each one of them realists what I have done and that I basically informed them in a way that I may as well have put it on a flag and waved it about and then built upon that while publishing along the way that eventually they would be scrabbling around in the dirt looking for ways to get themselves out of any...awkward situations.

I intended to make a complete picture of each and everyone the best I could to the best of my abilities, with what I had to work with of course. There are also a few more pennies that need to be dropped too just so it can be marked on here that the date of making the reveal can be checked for everyone on here and all of those yet to visit.

In a complete twist I am also planning to completely change the ... angle I use on this sight which I have up until now. Another angle which is used by me only very rarely but is far more pleasant to readers will become much more prominent.

So I intend to lighten, would be one way of putting it, the tempo while at the same time compounding the pressure I have already applied in here already, whether they have all become aware of the blog or not. It will most certainly become far more uncomfortable for them as I start to allow another one of my skill sets out of the bag. No one knows I intend to do this of my friends and family. In fact apart from just the people I see regularly I won't be telling anyone.

This is a couple of months away just yet but is coming and I am looking forward to flexing my muscles, metaphorically speaking, with this and I do think it will make the blog much more popular. In fact there is one member of my family that if told what I intend to do they will think it an excellent idea. But they won't be told for awhile yet and it helps to switch this tempo now that one very long chapter I have pursued is coming to a quick close.

Oh damn it!! I just remembered I have been trying to remember to email the Parliamentary Health Services Ombudsman. This is because it had been awhile since I sent then that signed consent form and I have had not a peep out of them. I then realised I have no idea how much time had passed by since I ousted then the form nor whether they actually acknowledged it?!

I really do not take kindly to not getting an acknowledgement! It is unprofessional not to mention rude. But I do not remember but I certainly have not received anything by post.

Since remembering that I can't remember, told you it was a mind feck, I have stated to think I will get an excuse from them I have not had put to me in the s seven years plus I have lived here?! 'We never received it' which would be quite convenient.

I have an appointment with my new GP to the end of next week and the letter from Guy's Hospital had not arrived thus far. But it's got another eight days to turn up which won't really matter as I can simply tell him two thirds of what the letter will say. Fibromyalgia, prescribe me Pregabalin along with the Amitriptyline I am already prescribed and ... oh yeah whatever it was that was up with my right knee, or possibly both, while I do believe the twinging left knee is just to do with my hair being out due to the Fibromyalgia (feet, back, shoulders) and right knee.

Of course by emailing the PHSO, which I have dinner before and they have my email so easy to contact me, I can inform them of the confirmation of my own diagnosis. This is just in case they were waiting for the outcome of the Guy's Hospital appointment while secretly going they are handed a get out of jail free card?
You see I made it clear from the very outset, and fully informed the PHSO of this, that I believe that these Ombudsman we think are their for our best interests are not. Just like the Independent Police Complaints Commission have been getting bad press as have the Police Federation among others I think they just inform each other and help each other out. Of course this cannot be done without ... fringe benefits for all those involved of course.

The facts remain to be seen of course and if everything is fine and dandy and advice board then no one had anything to worry about as I an only interested in the truth as to why everyone sits on their arse white getting paid while pointing fingers at those without work who would kill to have a chance to make an honest living. That is providing of course that they cannot even pay rent in a cardboard box in the vagrant filled parts of London that is.

Oh a bit of a funny or two there!! Lol.

Right now of to type that email!

Police - change or be changed


Oh my God! What I want to do to this prick!

I am sorry but the level of cruelty this pathetic prick performed on animals deserves a far, far greater punishment than he got and in cases like this the law should not protect him.

The twat had videos of himself beating and hugging cats and dogs on his phone, what an absolute twat!!

I would bring back fecking lashes for crimes this cruel and where your caught bang to rights.

Oooh man, it turns my stomach over, it really does. People like him might want to start hoping I do not achieve what I want to because I will enforce a law change to publish evil twats like this. He should be castrated too because if you can do that to animals you can do it to kids!


Some time ago I had to eject a very competetive member of my family out of my house onto their ear and in so doing pointed out that I knew they had been fibbing about a lot of things to get attention.

Unfortuantely for many of them I am always able to do what I do with the organisations I do because even they continue to underestimate me time afdter time no matter how many times I have been proven correct. If they can consistently underestimate me then sure enough everyone else would and this I could use to my advantage, even them.

I had mentioned me appointment to Guy's Hospital some time ago but then said no more about it as I always test the waters everywhere all of the time with everyone around me or even much further afield. By doing this I get to know the real truth and can analyze the behavioural patterns of those involved and it sometimes gives me ideaqs I can uses elsewhere.

That ejection from my home was one case in point that has taken a rather alarming twist!

I deliberately held back for four whole days and when I did text them I simply stated that the Fibromyalgia was confrmed but that the knee problems was a separate and a physical issue. That was it and that was all and that was a week ago toniight.

I quite deliberately did not text anyone else and I dod not want one particular person who was ejected from my property knowing. The two I had told were avoiding her as they were no speaking to her so it seemed a very easy thing to avoid. But these things never go as you plan and have done so in the past and it is not just me that knows both who and why but many other people do too. It has happened many times before and I have explained this upon the lpages of this blog and it was always bound to again.

Despite what people tell you!

Yesterday I was at a friends shop when a mutual friend of ours called me to see if I was there as he needed some bits and pieces. Turned out all that was avaialable was just one of the three different tpes of things he wanted. He was after live Daphnia, though did not realise he needed Infusoria, frozen Bloodworm and Pinkies, not even think to ask what the last one is because you really do not want to know!

Anyway I knew I had some frozen bloodworm at home and could provide the tiny live food he needed for his hatchling newts. So I got home and tossed the pinkies into the freezer and started typing out a post for this blog. SO yes the phonecall I am about to tell you about I receieved while typing out one of the recent posts, whichever one was somewhere between 4pm and 5pm GMT time yesterday.

I had my headphones on and thought I could hear one of my phones ringing? Removing one headphone I then heard it clearly and immediately thought it was my new GP wanting to spea to me either over the phone or in person, probably to ask me how the feck I worked out I had Fibromyaligia and so sure of myself too!

But when I looked it was a sibling instead and I was surprised that someone was actually going to ring me to ask me about whaqt was said at Guy's Hospital. After all I typed all of a dozen words regaridng the most important appointment of my life that lasted for an hour. As it is hereditary and we lost three family members I thought the phones would be ringing off the hook.

I answered the phone and I was asked if I was OK and was everything alright and I said yes it was. Before anything else was said at all I was then asked "Did you hear about [ejected member of the family that she is not supposed to be talking to]?" and I said "No!"

I mean why would I? We all decided we were cutting ties with her only I knew that I would be the only one to see it through. Others that know the family know what this member of the family does and her tricks and they also so this particular sibling as always running back to her after threatening a break off. Probably the one thing that makes her worse because she gets what she wants and expects every single time.

Only I was a wee bit susprised when I was told that "She has cracked her skull and has blood behind the eardrum." which was meant with stunned silence before I asked if she was serious.

At the same time I was stunned the alarm bells were going off like Big Ben amd then some and I asked if she was absolutely sure about this. She said yes and then there was some chatting where it was admitted that the injured family mamember was being a bit high and mighty and once again yet another sibling had to ask her to stop. I was then told that they tried to get her to stay and yet she disachrged herself.

Now I said that she had managed to do exactly as I had predicted that she would in the most dramatic way before I was told that this was real as they had been to the hospital.

I then explained in no uncertain terms that people have extremely bad memories within this family, no not just ME I assure you, and that she was right now speaking to someone who sat in Arrowe Park Hospital with an ex girlfriend who I had just been with into the Hospital's pharmacy to pick up her Chaemotherapy drugs and two rather large syringes and then ssat with her in a waiting room before she disappeared off and came back 30 minutes later and we both left and this was all for Uterine Cancer which she did not FUCKING HAVE!

So please do not tell me it must be true becuase I entered a hospital because I spent ten years trying to work out how my ex fooled me and realised that she must have befriended someone in the hospital who had cancer and agreed to pick up her chaemotherapy drugs for them so that she can parade them around in front of me to convince me she was dying.

Of course he also tried quite unsuccessfully to sleep with me and I think I stated here before hand and I did state this to my sibling that is it not also funny that my ex has NEVER been referred to as a liar, bitch, or mad even by the one person that has caused us hell over the years because she wants sympathy that she is totally unable to actually give herself?!

Oh yeh because the fat bloke down the pub fucking says so then it must be true then?!

It was then requested of me that I text her. After the phonecall I thought well you completely fail to understand the notion of not talking to someone. It means your not talking to someone. It does not mean your not talking to someone provided it is not an emergency, serious or otherwise injury, family events and traumatic times.

However my siblig stated that she did not really want to go abd felt guilty about that and I stated that is how she gets you everytime.

I came off the phone, now pay attention here 007, and within ten minutes I realised that her cracked skull was not as dangerous and bad as she was making out. I text my sibling a few details about it and went off the see my friend. Once there I explained to him and he remembered exactly what I had said before, as dfid my other mate that is local, and said, oh that is convenient. I stated that do not forget that not only was this accident in very close proximity to my double diagnosis but that I never told here and I left ot four days before telling the two I did. Meaning this 'accident' was EXTREMELY CLOSE the her finding out I had bene diagnosed and I do not know if she was informed of both diagnosis, or rather that I had been given two.

My friend piped up as I was telling him, 'Wait?! Did you sau she discharged herself?!' and I nodded and he said, sorry she cannot do that. Like a fool I knew something did not ring true as I was told this story, some family members are very good and believing bullshit while diregarding truth, and my fruiend made me facepalm myself.

In the event of any sustained ir forced injury to the brain deemed dangerous the said patient would net be deemd as fit enough to make their own decisions and not be allowed to leave the hospital!

Now I can assure you that three Doctors would all sign a form to this effect and obviously have to agree, see they can be lying dicks, and when done any forced attempt to leave will result in a syringe stuck into you wherever they are able while you are not looking and its lights out until Christmas!

It just so happened the syringe full of drugs was experienced by none other than the person explaining this to me and I said "Oooh dummy, of course!!'

So you se the obvious can be easily missed as when you think about it it all seems obvious with hindsight!

But did you read carefully? Are you sure?!

Well I am farid there were actually two very obvious things in my explanation you see and I did start of by stating that some people just make things for too easy for me? How though?

Someone with a home full of iPhone 5s and iPads has a chat with me on the phone and I say a few things. I come off the phone and within twenty minutes I know just about all there is to know about cracked skulls!

I am told, I research I read and it is job done.

However one thing I did say to my sibling is that in a couple weeks time I will be the bastard because I did not fly over by Carrier Pigeon Express Ways. I also stated that in pulling a remark like that are nything like that will be a mistake and one that will make the person making the remark as foolish!

Because my hour long appointment whereby I was given not one but two diagnosis has resulted in not only has no one bothered to ask me about in ten days since I had the appointment but at the slightest thing done by the worst member of the family and everyone goes running around like headless chickens and it was all an elaborate stunt because they were scared my diagnosis would get attention. The first time that this member of the family has sustained injury frimo her condition she has not only been unable to prove she has but was accused by me of not having very recently and the first fall wehereby an injury is claimed to have been sustained happens within two days or sooner of the learning oif my confirmed diagnosis!

Now I mentioned the fact that I did get a text just two days ago from this troublesome family member in need of help. This suggested that was the day they found out. Their 'accident' had not occured at the time but did happen the following day!

Unfortunately for them both, the 'accident' did not happen the day after my diagnosis, the one I had been accused behind my back of lyying about for thirteen fecking years, which would have looked bad enough but happened one day after discovering I had confirmed my diagnosis the upcoming appoitnemtn of which I had deliberately kept everyone on the dark about.

I am farid my sibling is of the belief that I will text and I will not. I must make it abundantly clear that I am in no competition over all this and I will stay away as any involvement whatsoever will result in and just as noth the two siblings will admit, more grief, stress and guilt tripping.

Yeah I can feel guilty all on my own thanks!

I even stated to my sibling when I had a series of text messages about it all being true when I got home that I dont care and thats when I told her she cannot possibly discharge herself, THE END! I then stated that she almost nehaves like someones with something similar to Munchausen's biproxy. Well that is without the proxy! (Hmm so just Munchausen's then Martin? Lol, no could be Mucnchausen's Chihuaua?) Well you get the idea. If eomeone draws attention to themselves by injuring themselves instead of a child, in the case of Munchausen's biproxy. People do self harm too. I cannot say off the top of my head that there was ever a past event where this could happen. But I can tell you that just about every part of the body under the sun has been of excrutiating pain to her that my sibling thought that the Fibromylagia came down her branch of the family to which I said "Ohhhh, ohhhhh NO! Afraid not! There is a big difference from saying you have all these things wrong with you to acting like you have all these things wrong with you!"

When someone makes things up you have to watch their body and bosy language all the time. If all your doing is hearing it there is seomthing not quite right. Unfortuantely for my family they believe that hearing it is how you tell?! To which I say that because I do not cry like aq baby of wail like an imbecile each time I fell pain therefore I do not have anything wrong? Jesus!

My father on the other hand was always behving like there was something wrong. He was always taking pain killers but was averse to medications normally and NEVER had a Doctor! Of this family member who manifests their own ailments did have all these things wrong and did have Fibromyalgia well then you have a £10 Million case for damages against the NHS. I know these things because I was part of a team os solicitors one of which looked into this! OOPS!!

Plus anyway they will think all is OK but she will blow up and start name calling me and labelling me and this will come as a real surprise, well because they think I have texted her a message, but they just do not quite get the meaning of words when one says this is wrong with me, is bad anough, but I am not talking to them means what of fecking well says!

In fact even in any event that this post is found by the perpetrator at a later date and tries to rubbish this in anyway and accuse me of being the one of being competetive over sympathy when she is the one that guilt trips everyone into not giving a hoot about anyone else but her I would at the time of this occurring be on the brink of producing yet another magic trick for bigger and bolder than anything I have done thus far.

The revealing of this magic trick will destroy all possible attempts of false accuations and lying in a desperate attempt of self-protecion or gain into rather a lot of pieces if I must say. For if I knew what everyone was like and knew what everyone would and would not do as well as say and not say well I would be some kind of 24 carat plonker to have not prepared for all this from day one?!

I said all along I know what will happen, sometimes even exactly, I just do not know when it will happen. At times this will be earlier than I expected and sometimes it will be later than I expected. The end result however always remains the same.

Whatever the ultimate reason that the NHS have once again avoided dealing with because it is obscure and not easily noticed you can bet the real reason is a three letter acronym?! LOL! Hmm or four?!

Ho-hum and chocks away!!