Oh I get some funny
periods.
I ha to go turn in some
more documents to the local JobCentre to do with my new Universal
Credit claim. A stupid and unfair trap I fell into blind. Well only
that the court was not how I expected them to be at all. For starters
two of them were missing.
Anyway … I digress.
So I did that and then
went and sat in the town park to have a cigarette to think about what
I was going to do next.
I had already decided I
was not going to go to a friend's store as I do not like going there
too much and a phone-call from another friend inviting me round I
thought would come did not arrive. He does well for someone
complaining that he is bored out of his mind. He has a card that gets
into the local cinema as much as he likes and someone that comes home
from work at the end of the day. I am certain he sees one member of
his family one day of the week and a different one another day of the
week.
Right there are four
things that I do not have.
Many family members
that I have I do not see for months on end and there is one I see
about once a month an its mostly a pain in the arse at some point.
I ha decided to go
cycling around industrial estates to see if there were any firms that
looked interesting to work for? I had already done this once in one
area and while doing it wondered what in the hell I was doing and
likely would not find anything. I persevered though and to my
surprise I did find a few things.
I was not really
prepared to do this and had not looked up areas I could potentially
visit the day before. I forgot to. This is something I do I cannot
help. I forget.
I remembered I was low
on shopping … well very low in fact but I am not eating much so I
did not need much. So I visited Sainsburys before going home.
One job I applied for a
few days ago were interested in talking to me after seeing my CV.
Only when I went online to book the interview I realised I had
inadvertently applied for a 45 hour per week job?! Damn it!! I tired
to email them back but it was one of those damned annoying and should
be outlawed 'no reply' emails! I then got a second email and then I
got a text message from someone called Dan. I thought I could at
least now contact them and explain but the message would not go
through. Once again a 'no reply' message. JESUS!
It dis state in the
details I gave them that I had a disability. The company must have
been desperate for people to contact me and they do not have a great
reputation and online only get one star marks out of five.
I might cycle over
there tomorrow and explain to them and apologise?
The anxiety has eased
off but I still feel it present … like it is lying in wait to
pounce at the first opportunity it gets? Good God this really is the
disability from hell and is likely to leave you stranded in a limbo
and panicking about all the things it causes getting aggravated.
Not being a household
name like some other conditions you are likely to get pistol whipped
by the government and public services as they have been doing to me
for the last two to three months.
So I stranded in this
dark limbo currently but with a few small flickering flames of hope
way off in the distance. Whether or not I can fan these flames into
something much larger and significant I will just have to wait and
see.
The first flame I
should have some detail about by the middle of next week?
The second one should
be a few weeks later and a third one possibly a few weeks after that,
so if I can just keep things going and juggle a bit I might be able
to weave my way through things until something significant occurs?
Fingers well and truly crossed!!
I did get asked about
my condition by the nice lady at the JobCentre, yeah they actually
have nice people in there, who was shocked when I explained. She
asked me if I had seen a Doctor and I said they was already aware of
it. I reminded her that I told her I was on other benefits, IB and
PIP, and that this was why.
Something occurred to
me when I got that very quick response about wanting to talk to me
from Yodel in that I suddenly thought … 'crap! I do not own any
clothes suitable for a job interview!' It also occurred to me that
even if I owned a suitable suit I would have to cycle wherever the
interview is and a suit on a bike?! I don't think so somehow.
I will have to bring
this up with the … umm, I do not know what they call them … I
think it was 'job coach' or something?
Oh God! These damned
searches on the Jobmatch site really does not understand what either
a location is or what words are. You type in your postcode and your
search words and you get all kinds of crap come up you have to wade
through.
Lets see? On this one
page I have Staines, Sutton which I think is near Surrey or in Surrey
somewhere, Dartford … just have to swim a very wide part of the
Thames river with my bike around my neck, Lakeside and Tooting
Broadway!
AT least there are some
sensible ones as on the next page, which is now page 5, you have
Buckhurst Hill and Loughton Still a pain in the arse to get to from
here in Enfield mind you. Without a car anyways.
Hmm as I am searching
Google currently for part time writers I cannot help but think about
the situation that I am in and feel that I have been led right into a
trap.
I wonder how long I
will be in this hole and whether or not there is a clean way out of
it? It is like I am in a rowing boat while missing my oars and I am
floating down river towards a waterfall and there are three crooked
twigs I might be able to grab a should of before I go over the edge.
I have found some
damned interesting jobs but all too far away and full time. If I
found one of these within around 4 miles or so I might actually be
able to take one of these. Sitting at a desk writing blog content?
Damn I do that a fair bit anyway and have done for a little over four
years now!
God damn this is
frustrating!
One of the ideas of
writing the blogs was that I would be kind of advertising myself and
my knowledge and that someone would come along and offer me
something. I had figured that this too might be about a year away?
I thought it would also
help having all my different subjects in blogs … well most of them
and I saw one vacant position that was blogging about cycling?! God
darn it!!! Lol.
I thought people would
go 'oh … computers and (one of …) orchids/exotic
pets/astronomy/cycling/writing/nature/maple trees/bird
watching/astronomy/gadgets/cameras … that is a handy pair (or
more)'?
Well it states this on
my CV on many job agency sites now. Maybe over the next couple of
months I met get lucky? I might get offered something I can either
get to or am offered help with getting to?
Yeeeaaahhh,, I am never
that lucky, lol.
One idea that came to
me is that I could combine a number of these together to work on, in
time? I would have to reach a stage whereby the money made could be
put back into purchasing new things to use, tools if you prefer? Of
course each an every one of these would provide me with immediate
content to include online. So each and every thing I acquired would
boost the blogs further. Each time I used one of these things this
would also boost the blogs further.
But I ended up with a
bad year for weather and then some Gestapo … sorry public service
that wants to attack innocent people to save money comes along and
screws things up even worse than they already were.
As a result my content
and posting has fallen through the floor, so to speak.
Plus any content I do
have I cannot even use. Not yet anyway.
I need a bloody
miracle!
Miracles and me are not
exactly best buddies. Lol.
I cannot even think of
any that I can think of as miracles really. Oh beating the DWP's PIP
department once which I am now about to lose to. A short lived
miracle, you could say. Would have worked out damn well if they had
left me alone for another year.
My attitude, and I even
said this to the nice 'document handling'' lady today is that I have
to keep chugging along. But there is that feeling of being stranded
in that rowing boat that is minus its oars and heading towards that
waterfall. I am sure I am being subjected to a bigger and more
cunning plan.
My landlord was here
dropping off a tenancy agreement I needed and even he feels like I am
being victimised and for the same reason that I think I am being
singled out and victimised.
Was somewhat worrying
listening to a Tory MP in an interview with a Russia Today reporter
in their studio talk about how the welfare system/social system has
to go and is only a matter of time before it does. I even see a
couple of videos by someone called Money Week or something and they
were basically propaganda videos explaining that nasty things have to
be done. Doing these nasty things will not help anyone and will
result in unrest that will build up to such a degree that they will
inevitable lead to, or be called by others, a civil war.
No longer will you be
able to claim to your public nor the rest of the world that you are a
civilised society. That term does mean something. If you decide to be
civilised to the unlucky, unfortunate, poor and disabled you with
give out a very serious message to the rest of the world. 'You cannot
rust us, we will not give a shit about you and your because we do not
give a shit about ours'..
Speak of the devil...
I just been sent a
report via Facebook, probably from DPAC, that states there has been a
report that says that housing associations and council landlords will
no longer house many benefit households?! This is due to the benefit
cap. I will put the link below, oh he or she is on WordPress, and it
states on the blog that 138,547 households will not get housing any
longer. That is 'households' and not individual people. How many
households only have one person living there? Well OK, yes me. But
not many will and it does seem to be suggesting in its wording that
it will be three bedroom properties that will be affected? That makes
much more sense and I just realised that this may affect someone in
my family that is in a home that is linked to my family for 40 years
or more?! Oops.
Getting back to that
very large number … wait let me do a quick search on Google for the
number of homeless people currently … I seem to recall a
documentary ten years ago that stated 150, 000 or 250,000 people were
homeless?
That pdf document seems
to state that a total of 275,000 people approached their local
authority in 2015 for homelessness assistance?
I am thinking that by
the end of 2017 that figure is going to double? If we take an average
of two people per household to become homeless? Of course it does
state something about 3 bedroom properties so four bedroom could be
included as well? If these are all the properties and household
affected and we say for arguments sake that all rooms are occupied …
your talking close to or well over half a million people!
I cannot even begin to
think what the rest of the world's press are going to do with that
knowledge?
Here is the WordPress
blog ...
Even my landlord
talking about how they are changing the rent yet again on how it is
paid said to me … “They want to drive people back into work, how
are they going to do that by making them homeless?” He told me to
make sure that I kick their arses! Lol.
Of course I have now
realised that they have already set a trap to save money How are you
to get paid when your homeless? Your supposed to be doing things to
get a job under Universal Credit and that is supposed to be 35 hours
a week! How can you even look for a job,, hope to find a job, attend
a job interview in proper attire that will give you half a chance of
getting a job and then HOLD DOWN said job while homeless?!
Of course once you
cannot do any of these things you will be … SANCTIONED at £10.70
each day so in the end you will actually get nothing …. and starve
to death.
Wow! That is one
cunningly evil master plan and anyone involved or even agreeing with
this is nothing more than the spawn of Satan himself, if such a being
were to exist. Which it doesn't. Still they will be doing a damned
grand job of impersonating such beings.
Ooh boy! I dread to
think what the history books will say ten or twenty years down the
road?
I am wondering now if
this is what they have planned for me?
Cannot slag them off in
a blog after I have been made homeless and then starved to death, now
can I?
A shiver just went down
my spine! Oh dear, that is … disconcerting!
I bet they have been
concocting this plan for everyone for a fair old while?
Could you GET any more
sinister than the British government are getting? I have to ask
myself whop exactly it was that came up with this plan? I mean I read
a lot f comments by the American public on YouTube, well the sensible
ones that is, and no one there actually believe that the person that
is resident in the oval office actually runs the country. He gets to
implement what he is allowed to so that it looks like he is doing
something. He gets to do long speeches about what is going on in some
other country on the other side of the world.
Time after time after
time I read something that someone thinks about America that is a
mirror image of what I think about the UK and the government.
Whoever it is they have
been doing a piss poor job for several decades and now all those
mistakes and all that over confidence has caught up with them. But
they get to hide in the shadows.
There are plenty of
names that some of the more conspiracy driven ones come out with and
who am I to state that they are wrong? Oddly enough the two names
that spring to mind right now both begin with the letter 'R'. I do
not know my conspiracy theories on these levels but I think I
remember 'Rothschild' being mentioned and 'Rockefeller'? I know
nothing of the history of these families, I'll be honest.
I cannot get right into
all conspiracies. It has been hard enough with the simple subject of
corruption in the public services within the UK! At least, right now
it is.
I might suggest the
following Wikipedia link on Rockefeller …
I also might suggest
the following Wikipedia link on Rothschild …
I do not know if there
are any others.
Another name that comes
up are 'The Illuminati' and once again I do not know a lot about
these only that they are scientists and are against religion. Yup, I
have no problems with this. Only that they are also working towards
what they call a New World Order and their actions have been or
intended as … somewhat .. sinister?
Well there have been a
lot of secret societies and it is not that much of a stretch to
believe that there is one. I could imagine a bunch of wealthy but
scientifically minded meeting up as a group and talking about what
they would like to do with the religious factions of society or the
world. I mean religious people do it all the time and actually carry
it out, if your one of the nut-jobs in ISIS for one. Yup … convince
everyone else to your cause and convince everyone how devoted you are
by … blowing shit up … and yourself … and a few hundred to a
few thousand mostly innocent people.
I feel like I am
battling religious fruitcakes on one side and corrupt governments in
my own back yard on the other side?! Lol.
Oh well … onwards and
sideways … as per usual.
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