Tuesday, 30 April 2013
Sometimes these can be...BENEFICIAL and indeed they have been on this occasion in the most unexpected way.
I have now returned and while uploading a great deal of videos to my YouTube account I shall now do a couple of posts one I just typed out and the one to follow this I came up with the other day...
Thursday, 25 April 2013
I was thinking about that last post I typed out while staggered at how blooming hour it was today.
My tooth was playing up and I was chewing on a own like a baby teething with one of those rings to help them.
I was thinking about that last post and done if the comments made and thinking how do I stop people making errors before they make them?
So how about telling them that the while system us a charade?! Explain that everything they think that is in place that makes us able top claim to be a civilised society is NOT what they think it is. It our they do NOT do what they think they do.
There is previous little you can suggest that I have not been through and posted the outcome our recording and/our replies up on this blog. Our even on other blogs?! These are facts and almost everything is here to back it up.
Take that shortened....VERY SHORTENED version of my medical records. I have notes on it about mistakes and things missing, right? Well those documents are on here and I should be long past the stage whereby if I state something is not the case in my past the chances are that 9 times our of 10 it will be on here. If bout then I could probably post it on here.
That is why I did the blog because I'm pretty smart and yet I've found that the system is a minefield of a deliberate design and designed to fail. I am aware of the obvious and I have travelled that route and most of the time many, many times too!
I will even know a few types not known about, like the Disabled People Against Cuts or DPAC who often give statements to the used and lobby government jade never heard of ICE, our Independent Case Examiners who the DWP tell you to go to if you are not happy. In fact spook the people you are directed to go to are either their own people (ICE has a DWP server email address so hardly independent and cannot open attachments when everyone else in the same server can open attachments).
This means they were either ruse or completely incompetent. Well they have taken over a year and have done nothing at all and they say I will hear from them in two months or three months but I NEVER DO until I email then and rock then off for doing bugger all.
Yet no one asks why that departments gets oasis our how much our points the finger and accuses them if bring spongers on society?! Its you're taxes paying for this office after all!
Now consider all the options of someone like me who are taking you're taxes. What do they do for these vast salaries? Nothing is what they do.
Done make noises now and then that somehow makes it into the BBC News which is feck all if I am honest. Done lobbying goes on so they can say they are doing their jobs and the government fools people into thinking their us a check our watch in everything but there is not.
A case in point?! Well allrighty then...
Done years back the CAB people lobbied government that different ailments of one person was treated sad if each ailment was a sole ailment and each time a new individual...stupid...incompetent and the work of tricksters. The Conservatives and namely David Cameron stated that this was wrong morally and he would out a stop to it?! This was not only my main obstacle with many civil servants but also the fact that they were trying their utmost to deny that my long list could new linked you each other and I was told not possible many times.
Each time this was a lie.
Everyone thought the Conservatives were humane and that CAB was doing something useful and everyone was happy...except that lobby and promise came to nothing. NOTHING!
The subject had bit been mentioned by government ever again, CAB have not turned to the media and said that David Cameron us a lying cheating bastard and NOR have the media ever touched on the subject ever again?!
This begs the question what is the point and told if the media?
They would come down on anyone like a tonne of bricks if a celebrity lied too them about anything. But despicable behaviour towards disabled people with terrible lives?
Don't care or bought off our even bribed.
There are you're three only possibilities!
But I love the way that on their websites they do live to talk up about how much help and good they have done.
Oddly and not just in my experience but I know not if a single good or positive thing that has come from anyone of recent times and only church leaders words have actually impressed me lately.
Church leaders have impressed ME?!
If you had told me that a few years back I would have burst out laughing, lol.
But whatever it was if it were just one it was impossible anyway so I called it that!
In all honesty I had suspected that once a larger amount of people had seen this blog those that are...wrapped up in the shite I speak of would think they could now get brownie points by running to their bosses and informing them of me and this blog. Sometime I do not know which ones are worse the ones that are ignorant to the blatant bullshit and treatment, the perpetrators themselves are the ones going out of their way to do their biding for them.
For me personally it is the ones that I was recently told to leave alone and they would be the ones that WE the public, well not me personally because I have never done it, vote into power who just act as the faces of the people behind the scenes, as this is really how it is today, and therefore do their bidding and willing to look like complete twats on TV every time or at best every other time they open the pie holes and when they are not lying or bullshitting they are moaning about the government salaries, lmao.
So the answer to an earlier question is NO...I wont leave the government alone as they are the ones placed in the target reticule so they have to take the flak. Despite what I posted about Serco and what it states on their site I have no positive way of identifying them as the ones responsible at the moment so the government will be put through a grinder until such a time that I know I can target someone else.
Everything is a theory until you can prove it, or like this blog is supposed to do but only seems to attract the very people I am trying to get thrugh to who come out with comments (as they have worked the 11100 posts all out and everything I have tried form just one single solitary blog ans says things that are already covered-not my fault you did not check first lol).
I am not going to go flapping about stating things that can quite easily be disproved. There is a common link between Serco and the public offices that does fit nicely and does indeed look suspicious but until I acquire more that is all that it is and nothing more.
Nor can you either go around telling people to 'wake up' you think your not getting through to. *SIGH* It is a good job I did not do that after ten posts and then after 20 posts?! I would have given up and gone home...oh wait I AM home, lol, long ago.
Sometimes I sigh *SIGH* and just shake my head in disbelief at people I really do. I do all this and I get people come on with nothing to back them up whatsoever and decide all these things and feel they need to tell me how to solve it when the entire blig is here because I HAVE DONE EVRYTHING, which had they followed they would know and even if they just typed their suggestion in the SEARCH BOX would pull up half a dozen things about what they are to suggest and can read several letters from the people they are suggesting and have quite obviously never tried it themselves.
So many people seem to miss the point that this blog is to help THEM. It is to point oyut, show, reveal and POVE that the safety nets that THEY think are there (sorry your comfort zone) are NOT THERE as I have done it all.
The fat bloke down the pub has not told me everything I have put on here and I have NOT collected this from a load of different victims either!
So before any bright sparks start typing CAB and suggest features available to me on this blog editor here are some of my own...there is a SEARCH FIELD at the top...GO USE IT and SEE if I have TRIED what you are about to suggest. That is the one keyword and press RETURN before you go typing out a couple of paragraphs save yourself some time, lmao.
Also if at a future point in time you have taken no notice of anything I have said here and fallen victim what I tried to warn you about please do not come running to me about it, lmao. I tried to tell you and you took no notice. I am helping people but I am not going to jump through hoops for those that cannot and will not be helped. After all there is a reason that old saying exists...
YOU CAN'T HELP SOME PEOPLE!
SO do not complain that is effing hot when someone has just told you not to walk into the fire, your not children!!! Oh does not apply if you are a child of course. Hmm young and naive I will let off the hook too.
Unfortunately people have largely turned in to the worst kind of humans for me, well in all honesty I struggle to actually refer to them as humans.
Brain-dead, bullshit shovelling and bullshit believing, heartless morons who have no idea that they are walking towards a cliffs edge to protect their masters who will then scream once over the edge all the way down when at that point its a waste of time screaming as no one can help you when your plunging a hundred miles an hour plus to your death, lmao.
I wonder if these people watch Homer Simpson and then laugh when he does something that is not only STUPID but should have been OBVIOUS to him and he shouts 'DOH!!!!'
IUf you did I find that amusing because I meet Homer Simpsons all the time in public offices. Talking down to you and I am sitting here thinking
'your an idiot and a bigger idiot if you actually believe that bull your shovelling?! Now if I try to interrupt the bullshit I will then get taken down a notch or two by the headmistress and if she then does the same to me and I pull her on it she slam her door shut and refuse to converse any more! If I use an anology to show that the statement just put to me is utterly stupid they look at me as if to say 'How dare You with no money and therefore no BRAINS pull ME of all people being a CIVIL SERVANT/GP/Police Officer/Social Wroker on it as this title places me within the same league as Stephen Hawkings while having no job places you on the same level as those in NURSERY SCHOOL'?!
Every now and then you need to take people by the scruff of the neck and give them a bloody good hiding to 'WAKE THEM UP'.
Oh yeah, that is how you 'WAKE THEM UP', lmao.
Oh and I have been accused of being part of some top secret eloborate plot or society to make people 250 miles away homeless by someone who has accused me of working for the government that in all honesty I thought worked for the government and I am CERTAIN they were out to befriend me, get me speaking online and make me look as if I was stark raving bonkers, LMAO.
This was either going to be achived by making me look like some looney conspiracy theorist or a bible thumping maniac trying to convince people that the non existent being commonly referred to as THE DEVIL was alive and well and walking the earth?!
Nice try but no cigar and I was alerted to something not being quite right very early on I am afraid. But if there is one thing I have learned is NOT let your enemies know that you are ONTO THEM, LMAO.
What was odd about me being accused though as well as being told sto drop the Cloak and Dagger crap was that it was the other way around and that they were masquerading under three pseudonyms while I only had ONE, lol. Now I wonder IF put to the vote which one of us would acquire the most votes for the one behaving like some government lure?!
Oh yes and I KNEW you were Kate on the Wordpress blog as you see it is ME that hates the Cloak and Dagger bullshit!! I knew that by posting what I did that you would react and give yourself away as Kate. If I asked you you would just say 'no its not me'. Unlike alot of idiot reporters working in the media (and I do not know quite HOW they find work) I do nt bother asking the questions that I will not get answers to or just lies. I prefer ...ALTERNATE methods to find out the truth, lol.
If there is something...ELSE going on that is legitimate, or medical, then fine but do not play games and do what you do. YOur not going to convince anyone of anything and you spent rather a long time trying to get me to stop doing this blog. As you have probably realised this is not going to happen.
YOu also reacted after I posted that I got hold of a very altered medical records and in all honesty the rage you experienced was more like someone had had been found out, lol. You have mentioned about Serco, would it turn out that you in fact work for Serco?!
71 Mahon Close Enfield EN1 4DQ
I was sent details about you via post from the Social Workers Department though I have to confess I found the whole things a trifle strange, not to mention contradictory.
I have several rather annoying and debilitating problems that affect my feet, knees, hips, back, shoulders and right arm and hand. On top of this I experience a stinging and aching in my groin from an Inguinal Hernia Repair, suffer from fatigue and dizzy spells as well as sudden vomiting without warning and extreme heartburn.
I have struggle for many years in pain doing things I should be getting help with and up until several years ago I was in receipt of DLA and Incapacity Benefit and held a Freedom Pass and owned a car. These have all unfairly and immorally been taken away from me and over time this has had a speedier as well as detrimental effect on my conditions to the point I have gone from REFUSING to take pain killers to being on the maximum I am currently allowed in any given 24 hour period.
I have run out of road entirely.
When this all started several years ago I started keeping...RECORDS of everything as I started to hear the same lines come from various civil servants in various different departments and in different organisations?! I suspected that the BOSSES of said departments were up to something and had brain washed their staff into BELIEVING certain things but actually setting things up so that when the proverbial hits the fan it will be all the front line staff that get the blame while they get away with it scott-free!
It got to the stage that the people I was met by, spoke with and assessed by were completely clueless to any of this while I was hearing the exact same line and excuses between local councils (all I have dealt with), the DWP, NHS Hospitals and Clinics and various other organisations too.
Now despite the excuses and the lies being used over and over again between the differing organisations this could only mean that one single solitary company/outfit/person had a hand in all of the organisations. It simply was not theoritaclly possible that vastly different organisations could adopt the same tricks as each other. They also started finding things out from each other too and I duly noted that. Things they would not have found out unless the individual in question specifically told them.
It all pointed to some very questionable and bad things I am afraid and was very easy to discover and reveal what was going on.
SO you can imagine that with this in mind with each and every naive and clueless pawn that I poke to that said things to me that made no bloody sense whatsoever, like if you can dress and undress yourself you are not eligible for help when I do not and cannot walk on my hands to get to Sainsburys?! More to the point whenever I have pointed out these errors and oversights I have then had these people get shirty with me for pointing it out an even hang up the phone.
I do not have much in the way of patience and do not suffer fools I am afraid and I really do not appreciate it when people look down at me or talk down to me like I am a child or an idiot as has become absolutely RIFE in the UK of late and so bad that there is an enormous amount of pressure and anger building up with the public at large towards these organisations.
The latest one is that everyone, both Enfield and the wider UK, have noted that the streetlights all have WIFI antennas on them and think they are being watched everywhere they go and everything they do including n their homes, bedrooms and gardens and ohh boy do you have no idea what you have blindly walked into there but of course it will be everyone else's fault but your own.
RIGHT! Now I have gotten that out of the way as a forewarning as I am sure I am deliberately being provoked to blow up with front line staff so that I lose my temper and hurt someone so I can be arrested and locked up and therefore SHUT UP, I would very much like to request that retrieving my SHOPPING of FOOD has very much become a painful experience and has been for sometime.
Now before all the ERRORS are stated to me by the pawn willing to throw themselves to the lions for their masters I will point out something that SHOULD BE very, VERY obvious. Or TWO...
1) A soldier comes back from Iraq with his legs blown off, your not going to tell him there is NO HELP are you now?!
2) A man with no legs who gets around in a wheelchair is only in a wheelchair though he does need help. Your feet and legs cannot hurt you IF THEY ARE NOT THERE!!
3) My legs ARE THERE and they hurt a great deal and it varies but is NEVER absent and in different parts from the soles of my feet to my ankles, knees, hips as well as my back, right arm and shoulder.
4) To emphasize what I said in that having no legs means they do not hurt...UI would happily have mine removed and placed with mechanical and robotic ones if I could and will start to press for this alot me from now on and HAVE mentioned it before.
5) I know that the same outfit behind the LOGISTICS of government departments have also tampered with my NHS records and have changed the dates, swapped dates around and OMITTED things and oooh boy that was a mistake. This is going to create a frenzy over the next 8 weeks or so.
6) I ONLY need help for around 6 months as researching all the above and keeping all the records of staff of councils, dwp, atos, nhs, police and many others os going to make me VERY wealthy by the end of 2013!
So in the meantime or at least until I can fund things for myself and buy my bionic feet and legs can you please provide help while leaving out the incessant one liners and excuses that have quite obviously not been given any thought about?!
Martin Haswell BSc
This is mainly because I was coming home from Sainsbury when my Regatta shoe on my right foot felt all flappy and I looked down and realised they had started to SPEAK!
Unfortunately the only other pair of shoes I have are these flat soled Karrimor which are not good for walking in but have had them 3 years and use them primarily for cycling and even then I should not use them.
So there I was in Sports Direct looking at the specific running shoes with high arches and I had a pair of Nike Air AVORD 10 in my hands which were £35. Just ast I had done the year before and the year before that...well for quite some years now I think about it I was looking at the gel soles of the Asics at around £100 with envy. I even stated to the sales girl that I would be back to buy them in a few weeks time.
I said that last year too!
I thought maybe this year would be different though and not just for the shoes I should be buying but also so that any purchases I make from the cash I should already well be making from my blogs goes towards things that also ADD CONTENT to my blogs and YouTube account. Spend money to make money seems to mean spend money and work for free to big American companies and no longer limited to sweat shops in Asia either.
Still they cannot manufacture figures forever or it will be grossly obvious even to the most stubbornly naive people. A total 0f 17,000 visitors and a rise of 1,500 per week and rising will soon be 25,000 and a rise of 2,000 per week. A month after that, which is a months time, we could be looking at 40,000 and 3,000 per week rise. Then 60,000 and 5,000 per week...well you get the idea.
My current balance states £4.90 so can I expect my first £60 payment in the Autumn or Winter when there are 250,000 to 500,000 while rising at 10,000 per week or more?! LOL.
Currently and even though physios have often told me to spend over £100 on trainers as if money was confetti, I baulk when I see £40, I have not even received enough money to pay for the laces of the Nike I just purchased.. LMAO.
Really what I should be doing is using the Nike as my cycling trainers and buy the Asics for when I am on foot?! This way it should stop me having to buy trainers or shoes every 5 or 6 months?! Also the PROPER and more expensive trainers bought specifically for the walking problem do not get destroyed by constantly being used for cycling!
As well as this I have now seen and ordered a pair of Continental Vapor Tyres for my bike as the old tyres really ned replacing as the rubber is splitting with age and I have had two punctures in as many weeks. I do not get punctures in as many years previous to this lol.
If there IS another and eventually successful attempt at stopping my benefits then I will need the tyres on my bike to be tip top condition too! Now normally the Vapor tyres I would expect to pay about £40 to £50 for them and indeed the last tyres I bought for a bike were Schwalbe Racing Ralphs and these cost me £80 a pair?! SO the fact that including a charge for postage I saw the Continental Vapor at £26 for the pair and with me racing around trying to get photos and videos for these blogs and my YouTube account I thought I had better do it.
After all fixing punctures is bloody painful and therefore bloody frutrating for me, lol.
Wednesday, 24 April 2013
I really did not expect to get handed a cut down version of my medical history and I was supposed to take this around to my Dentist. So during the walk I was looking at it when I noticed some glaring errors and a few omissions to boot so I pulled my camera out of my rucksack with the intention of studying it when I got home.
I have just finished doing that and though I am surprised to see some things included, like the sciatica, Restless Legs Syndrome and dizziness there is something in there that I personally was never given an answer to, other than 'water on the lung' after a scan at Homerton Hospital in London.
I now know for the first time ever that this is called Costrochondritis and listed as chest wall pain and sems to be pretty spot on and I can tell you it is pretty nasty. If anyone reading this had experienced this they will agree with me, well I presume so I could hardly breath for days, lol.
Anyway what is shocking is that the dates are way way off and they have got some things back to front and to cap it all it is in itself contradictory!!
Well it WOULD be if it were not for the fact that a certain diagnosis that took place on the 8th February 2012 at Barnet Hospital where they diagnosed PES CAVUS and therefore contradicted the earlier observation that there is nothing abnormal about my feet.
Come to think of it nor is Raj's comments that 'your toes are ALL WRONG'?!
Curious in the omissions of these two things, should NEVER hand me a piece of paper like this I wall pull it to bloody bits, lmao.
That was just 20 minutes of looking though it, will likely spot more in time but you get the general idea!!
Tuesday, 23 April 2013
I had re-entered my home to my utter annoyance several times, forgot my trouser clips, forgot my pain-killers and forgot something else I have now forgotten about?! LMAO.
My military backpack had a whole series of hospital appointment and test letters along with the letters of the cancellation of my two benefits!
I was going to the local Citizen's Advice Bureau to pick up a voucher for food and if they did not like it there was going to be grief. I tend to get really annoyed with organisations that are supposed to do things but do nothing. This is especially true if they talk themselves up on their own website and not only have the failed to help me in over half a dozen times of asking I have never met anyone that thay have actually helped.
Indeed from my own experience these places are normally filled with non English speaking people and that is all most of these help organisations do, help people who are not to bright and those that cannot speak English. I have been in the one in Walthamstow a few times, one in Dalston a few times and one in Hertford once. Only once as that was over 20 years ago and the only time that approaching the CAB was ever a nice experience and actually received help. But like I said that was over 20 years ago and around 2 years before my daughter was born. Indeed, Hertford is where I was living when I met the mother of my daughter.
I had long since run out of money by about five days and had now ran out of food and had emailed the CAB Office on Friday. I had hoped that I could pick something up on Saturday morning but I knew it was likely they would not open again until Monday. Well I posted the email response I got so you know what happened there, lol.
SO there I was perched upon my saddle and the piercing sunlight looking warm and inviting and a nice feeling enveloped me and I thought how that feeling would shortly be ruined by a bunch of people who will likely speak to me like an idiot, speak down to me (as they did both these before and then apologised when I reacted the same way)and want to someone who is not only in pain all the time anyway home and return again another day but also suffering from a toothache and I am now being referred to hospital to have my rear molar removed next to the gap where I had another one removed because I have been grinding my teeth these last few years due to the pain. Which only ended up causing me even more problems and even more pain, LMAO! (sharp and long intake of breath)
So I was perched upon my saddle with my shades on when something told me to chck my digital banking. I had the laptop on for a few hours before I had left the house, as it was one of those rare occasions when I was on the Internet at around 7.30am roughly, and I had not thought of checking it. Well I did not see much point in all honesty. Anyway I just thought whet the hell I will just check it and...
..lo and behold and surprise, surprise the money they told me in THAT phone call I would not receive until mid May had arrived in my account?!
I had to look twice, I really did...a double take on a phone!
Now what it was in my letter that caused them to do this about turn is anyone's guess I am just glad they did.
NOW?! Enfield Council seem to be extremely good and finding out very early on, though they always ask to be kept informed of these things, that my benefits have changed and then changing my rent, or this time around cancelling it altogether.
Now they have had the exact same letters that the DWP has now let us see if they are JUST AS GOOD at finding out things when it means they have to pay out as oppsed to the times when they have an excuse NOT TO PAY?!
They had better had, I can tell you that for nothing or the absolutely GRILLING I will give them while recording it will turn the air blue in their offices, lol.
Monday, 22 April 2013
But thought some of you might want to flick through it yourselves as it may be that wherever it is you are located that these people may be closer to you and indeed all of us than you might think.
They certainly fit perfectly into place for what I had guessed a very long time ago and seems to be here in black and white, so to speak.
But it will take a great deal of research on my part and I know not if I will get the time or EVER get the time as I am now counting down the days to being homeless completely out of the blue and highly probable that it is sour grapes becaue of the existnce of this blog?!
Crikey sour grapes? God help me if they ever get angry, lmao!
Is anyone else beginning to think that some arse-wipe sold the UK's soul to the devil?! Figure of speech you understand, LMAO.
Hmm so basically WORKING THEN RIGHT?!?!
FECKING ARSE WIPES THESE PEOPLE REALLY THEY ARE?!
So your going to make pensioners workj but NOT CALL IT WORK?!?!
You pathetic piss-ants, lmao!!
I also need to do a HELP GUIDE post to do with my DATA n here but CAB is now a GOOD EXAMPLE to use to describe how muach and how confusing it can get for me and it was I that collected all this.
Now just as a snippet there is a SEARCH FIELD available to you so you can SEARCH RIGHT BACK to specific things.
Keywords you may choose are...
CAB or Citizen's Advice
...and so on and so forth, but these are just the sunject matters and NOT ALL OF THEM! Only an example.
You could also type in the search field
or even something else I cannot think of the get all the data I provided in groups of similar formats.
ALso and I know I have said this before but you are free to any of the data if it can be of help you you or others, ;).
NOW! Not all of it is here and as an example of this and the fact that I can get lost and lose track of how much I have I will tell you that I did have a meeting with CAB some time ago and I DO BELIEVE I recorded them!!
But I have no idea whether I put it up on here or not?!
As result and just like last time I have torn strips of of them and you will note that in the email specifics I have two names of Janet and Denyse so speaking with someone with a multiple personality?!
Those that do not see the problem do not understand the English language as well as I do whchthese people quite obviously do NOT!
First lack of acknowledgement about my BLOG or what I have done to help people, more than they effing have believe me, nor even a thinks for offering them the data I possess. No a ticking of like a little boy that sounds a great deal like that of everyone else I research and investigate, like teachers talking to very your children, or big brother or GOVERNMENT, LOL.
Since I last had a meeting with them I have seen precious little of them in the media at all as far as the lobbying is concerned.
Someone stated to me only today that the CAB office are only concerned about their own jobs and IF true, and it loks to be, it is because despite the absolute mess we are in and the blatant disregard for human life CAB are worried that they will be shown to be the toothless wast of space organisation that they ARE!
Unless of course you just climbed out a rowing boat that got lost off the Straits of Gibraltar and do not speak a word on English and only Arabic then they will help you?!
That is who it was that stated the following...
“All that is necessary for the triumph of evil is that good men do nothing.”
- Edmund Burke
Just see it on The Needle, nice blog..
& also interesting but need to read more of it is...
Well here you go...
Was walking up Baker Street in Enfield when I see this guy who looked Turkish our Arab jump out if this Mercedes like a Springbok in the mating season!
He looked in his twenties and had slicked stylish hair ths had much time and money on it.
If you look closely at the car you will note what caught my attention in that he was fiddling on his dashboard with something and I realised it was a blue badge?!
I know the flat above the power shop and there its no one living there with any disabilities whatsoever. Indeed often I an in the store I hear the ceiling banging about very loud sure to people running about upstairs and sewn then go into the flat with football gear on including boots.
I cannot even get a bus ticket from Enfield Council?!
If this is not a clear indication to them provoking a race war and unrest in the UK between British and Foreigners them I do not know what else people would need?!
There is no other reason to explain away how unfair they are towards British people currently!
Well this IS a bizarre page indeed and I do not know what to make of it.
It also states some pretty bizarre things about Cliff Richard on this sight The Tap.
One of the things I setup the Wordpress blog for was to strart to publish and over time publish all my screenshots and findings to do with my online activity being...tampered with. I did not wanto do this immediately and wanted to cllect a fair amount up first.
After all I did not know for sure who was behind it though I had a list of possibilities and not very long and could only be one of those listed I could not mention them.
Purely because had it been the OBVIOUS one then this blog would have likely disappeared very quickly soon after divulging it on here. So I went over to Wordpress to do it there and have been doing it for seval weeks with a few weeks yet to go. BUT something has already happened and very early on on the Wordpress blogs life so I am switching one to a double post both here and my Wordpress blog?!
Also I want to put something to the test, lol.
My WordPress BLOG: http://allnightsblog.wordpress.com/
I have a blog on ANOTHER SITE!
I had kind of kept this one quiet to theory I had and it does seem to be pointing towards that I suspected.
Now this one is on WordPress and only up about three weeks and it was going mental in those three weeks. Well at least it was until three days ago when it just suddenly stopped and FLATLINED?!
Here is a screenshot of the email I have via WordPress regarding the sheer amount of follower and LIKES which was tkane mere moments ago and three days ago suddenly flatlines and RIGHT OVER A WEEKEND TOO?!
Now this Blogger blog would have gone a damn site longer before certain parties were aware of it. The WordPress one, however, would not have gotten anywhere near as far before SOMEONE started messing with the figures, LMAO.
I have one or two theories, lol, on why this has happened. Well three to be precise and one is that there is a Denial of Service attack going on or something similar. Or it is down to a comment someone placed on the blog or some other outside group is influencing the numbers.
But I had spotted it on this blog and it was a damn site harder to spot. On the WordPress blog it stuck it luck a sore thumb within 24 hours and I just waited and used my email client to HIGHLIGHT IT! LOL.
ANY IDEAS?!?!?! LMAO!
Oh and while I was working on this someone knocked at my door to do with Thames Water and my non-paid bill of several years, lol.
I explained the situation, first DLA cancelled, then Incapacity Benefit cancelled and now Housing Benefit cancelled and I am going to be homeless and he stood there like he was waiting for me to say 'oh do not worry when I get my £1,500 deposit back I will just give it all to you for proving my with a product that falls from the sky for free?!?!' LOL.
This one is to Citizen's Advice and hoping they respond today, lol.
I have emailed them again today, Food Bank too, in case they needed proof so now they have attachments of BOTH cancellation letters as well as this blog address.
Sent same thing to Food Bank too so they MAY be able to contact CAB about having one ready?!*SIGH*
Mind you last time I needed a voucher from a Priest in a church which was weird.
I have emailed them again today in case they needed proof so now they have attachments of BOTH cancellation letters as well as this blog address.
Sent same thing to Citizen's Advice too as you can get the food vouchers from them?! Grooooaaaannnn, how embarrassing?!
Sunday, 21 April 2013
When I was a kid and right up to adulthood if there was one thing I hatred it was being sick.
If there was one thing that kids did that I did not it was spinning on the spot to make yourself feel queasy, not me.
Roundabouts in children's playgrounds and local parks were something I never went anywhere near. In fact I remember getting on a ride at a fairground with a couple of cousins on the seat in front and it was horrid and terrifying and I wanted to jump off, despite being 12 feet in the air.
So to think these days I feel sick and am sick a hell of a lot is pretty much a nightmare for me fairly often.
That is how it is right now and I have a damned headache too boot! I am fighting off the urge to go running to the toilet to vomit everything up...
I took my last pills, tipping me into overdose territory around 2pm. The feeling of being high started about 5pm, 3 hours later and I am till experiencing it now.
Bloody hell that is a cheap way to get stoned?! Certainly a great deal cheaper than Cannabis, lmfao!
So I find it completely bizarre that the stoned feeling came on three hours later and remained for several hours.
Definitely feel drugged up to the eyeballs and lack of anything to eat a large contributor to that.
My word that is going to take place a hell of a great deal over the next 3 weeks until I get paid IF I get paid at all?!
It has also just occurred to me that I had better watch myself to as this could be highly dangerous especially now I am on my bike a large majority of the time?!
Hmm come to think of it is there a law against riding on the road on a Mountain Bike while intoxicated?! I have been left with little choice in the matter if this is the case, lol.
Saturday, 20 April 2013
Hmm now that is interesting...
Further to my previous notes if who runs this country, our more exactly which COUNTRY runs this country, I spotted an interesting article on BBCi.
The richest man in the UK is Russian and called Alisher Usmanov. He currently has £13.3 Billion. More interestingly is the top three also appear to be foreign.
Even more interesting is that the combined wealth of the top 1000 richest people in the UK alone is £450 Billion?!
This is just the UK?!
An old friend of mine often used the following statement, until hey got money of his own, that..
YOU PAY IN THE UK NOW FOR THE PRIVILEGE OF LIVING AMONG THE RICH.
Now of course this statement could never actual work. You cannot have a society where too large portion are wealthy because you would not have a large enough working class to keep them there.
Also if the top 1000 alone have that much combined wealth and earning those figures them how is it that this country cannot get the deficit down?! Why is it that all the inhumane lies and tricks placed on the working classes and the pressure and strain they have ensured now go around 4 years had not done a damned thing to reduce the debt when the blame for loss of all this money has been continually and write unfairly laid at their door?!
What would the tax bill be just on the top, say, 2000?!
Very interesting article that and a bit of an eye opener for me.
He was just explaining how he had taken £40 in his store by the time I publish this, around 3am on Saturday, which in all honest should be over ten times that amount on a quiet day!
I was talking about how I would have to leave if the local council refuse to budge and that ferrying no money for food means you are not worthy if being provided a home either and that I am now concerned about getting my cash back from my deposit.
But then it suddenly occurred to me that I remembered that by law there are notifications that need to be given!
Now I do not recall in which direction it is but that this notice to quit or cancel tenancy is two months and three months though I cannot remember between who or which direction this is.
I did not read the entire letter that was sent, though I posted it on here, do will have to read it and see if there is a notice period!
Of course if there is no mention of one I am going to have to pull then to account and ask why this is when there are the two months and three months notice for others in this triangle!!
Now let us see what transpires from this!
Of course no notice is tantamount to ensuring that I first cannot move on and secondly have no money to survive on until this illegalities had been brought to account.
I do do wish they would and had taken me to court and accused me of fraud like they do in their many TV adverts and tabloid adverts?!?!
But then they know they would now get a great deal of attention and be shown to be more corrupt and a waster if the publics taxes than those the insinuate are!
No doubts on that issue and they can get solace from the fact they would not be alone either.
This is the other side of the fence I was passing on my bike today which is the 20th April 2013. As you can see this part of the path looks the same and you can see much more clearly that it is indeed... A DEAD END, LMAO!
This is by Maiden's Bridge and they was already way into starting to build this path way back in December 2012?!
They still have a way to go at the other end too. That is a cost of £35,000 just in wages so far and does not include materials, machinery, fuel and anything else needed. LMAO!
Friday, 19 April 2013
I have gut wrenching pain as I do believe I should not have eaten those sausages that had been knocking round my freezer for over 6 months, lmao.
Oh dear I do NOT think this will be a good day, lol argggg! LOL!
I have been SAUSAGED and I am not even a big lover of sausages, lol.
What a crock, how they hod this was ridiculous, lol. They ask you to put kin YOUR POST CODE and you end up thinking well now that is only going to give me my local office who will do jack about my problem.
Si I ended up doing it with the intention of emailing my local office as I have now gone 48 hours with no money and have bare traces of food left and no milk or even sugar and have not had the last two for two days.
I was taken to details of my local Job Centre where I recorded those two visits secretly and the clicked o the email button and was given the CENTRAL EMAIL?!?!
WHY?!?! FOR THE LOVE OF GOD, WHY?!?!?!
I woke up this morning to a ringing phone at 8.45am from an unknown number and it seemed I had one late last night too.
But I felt somewhat different as I woke up and was finding it difficult to come around and every part of my body felt is if it was ten times heaveir than it was the previous day?! Even lifting my hands alone seemed difficult and as I looked at the phone I then dropped it.
After awhile as I put more effort into rising I felt some soreness down my spine and eventually I got to my feet and felt some soreness on my calf muscles too.
With all that and my heavy head and real woozy state I wondered why I had felt like this and then remembered the EMG needles and that the parts that now ached and seemed stiff were parts that has a needle wriggled about inside them.
The woozy head and heavy feeling was a bit weird but I realised the test yesterday was to do with most of it but had not had one placed in my head, though not far away with my right shoulder.
I thought I had better read the notes that came with the appointment letter, well beyonw the part stating what was required of me before the test that is. AS I descnded the stairs I thought well if that guy was no Doctor and was indeed WORKING for another group and has poisoned mme at least I have been put out of my misery of starving to death or being made homeless!!
Sure enough when I read the EMG notes it did stat bruises and sore ness that would last a day.
Thursday, 18 April 2013
Well it has been a strange day.
After many years of waiting I thought today was the day when I would finally find out what it is that afflicts me. Being convinced of what I had read due to the incompetence and lies of a great many Doctors, maybe all one reason and maybe all the other.
But it turned out not to be the case and looks like Maya will not get to hear from me again telling her I have this exotic condition after all.
Told I must have a neurological condition and insinuating that Restless Leg Syndrome was the key to this along with a hammer of my heels that gave no response that wasted appointment I waited months for led me down a garden path to nowheresville!
I have spent the day in a kind of limbo. I have felt not only very tired by deflated to and another brick wall. Now that I think about it I cannot help but wonder at the sheer lack of professionalism of all these people you are supposed to bow down before fo them giving you their time?!
That Podiatrist called Mark I was referred to by a guy 15 feet away from his office, he tells me I should not have been sent to him, then insinuates that I am making things up, then says I have a neurological disorder hits my heels with a hammer and is shocked that he gets no reaction from either heel.
Everything he has said has first been contradicted and the prove wrong.
Te odd thing is lately is that, ad believe me when I say that this has NEVER happened before, is that all these Doctors seemed to know each other personally and speak as if they all spend Christmas day together?!
Mark says that mg GP Dr Gubbay is one of the best GPs around, Dr Gubbay says this about Mark (the Podiatrist) and today the Doctor that performed the tests said this about Dr Mort, my Neurologist, who caused me to realise he was the Doctor I was about to meet 100 yards away from where I was to meet him because he looked at me and did a double-take of me. So he KNEW me and had seen a picture, either that or Dr Carl Sagan was wrong and there IS something to Psychic abilities because there is simply no other explanation. Added to this is that there would be NO picture of me in my medical records.
Also I noted the other day, I rarely read this things through if at all, that Dr Mort referred to me in his letter back to my GP that I was a pleasant man?! An odd thing for a Doctor to remark about?
I cannot recall a time previously ever meeting two doctors that actually knew each other and it has happened several times, oh yes Maya and Mark knew each other well too.
So I just so happen to be living in an area whereby the loal hospital has one of the worst reputations around and yet I am lucky enough to have all the top people in their fields in the areas I have been referred to.
In my dozey, hazy, depressed and deflated state that has been playing on my mind!
Not normally a good thing as it normally means I am picking up on something and have no realised all the data yet, lol.